Don't breathe!
Breathe and you die!
My heart raced with fear, anxiety, and shame!
'How could I let it come to this?'
I wasn't sure what to do next!
Go up? Down? but which way was Up?
Was it even worth trying?
We all make mistakes, it human kind!
But this mistake was to hard for me to handle!
If I lived through this its not like I would get anything out of my life anyways
I guess their was only one thing to live for now, and that one thing was enough for me
I stayed there in the darkness, wondering what to do next
When I decided to fight!
I wasn't just going to fight for me
But for the only thing that mattered to me!
If I failed... NO failure isn't an option!
I tried! And tried and tried!
But the more effort I put into living, the deeper I sank
I then lost all hope, I couldn't do it, nothing was working
Every attempt had failed
I felt a thousand swords stabbing my heart
My lungs were about to burst
So what was I to do next?
I guess let go
But would it hurt to breathe?
Or was that just a myth?
My only option was to let go!
So I did!
