Let It Rain Love {BoyxBoy}

I'm Not Okay (I Promise)

Stares and whispers came in all sort of directions. I felt alone not having Chase by my side. Where was he? I didn't even know if he had came to school or not. As I walked to a bench, where Chase and I would sit and talk, I had an uneasy feeling in the pit of my stomach.

 I walked into my first period class as the bell rang. Quickly, I rushed to my seat and sat down, unnoticed.

 "Where's your boyfriend?" Claire snickered. I had forgotten about her, she hasn't been bugging me, and I was glad of it.

  I looked over at her, "What boyfriend?"

"Oh, I mean boyfriends." she giggled.

"I don't have a boyfriend. Or boyfriends. Sorry to burst your bubble," I smirked. "And I don't really wanna be yours."

"Eric, get ready for class." Mr. Briggs complained.

"Yes, sir." I nodded. I got my homework out, which I didn't finish, and my textbook.

"Hey, what happened with you and Chase? And James?" Cyndi's voice whispered in my ear.

I checked to see if Mr. Briggs wasn't looking, then turned around, "It's weird. They're both not here, and Chase and I haven't talked since yesterday."

She nodded, "I called James, but he sounded terrible."

 "What?" I asked, feeling terrible.

"He said that, okay I'll be honest. He said he felt bad for betraying Chase, and that he was in a crazy, twisted little love triangle," she paused, unsure if she should continue. I nodded, and she began again. "Because he loved, or loves, his best friend and crush."

 I felt as I had just been punched in the gut. Had I heard correct? Or was I in some twisted little dream or something?

"Getting any work done?" Mr. Briggs asked, raising an eyebrow.

"Yeah, of course." Cyndi nodded, turning around.

He looked at me, "What about you Mr. Days?"

  I felt too sick to answer, "Fuck off."

Someone giggled, and a few people looked over at my direction. I didn't intend to cause a big scene, or a scene at all.

"What did you say, Eric?" he asked, if you could look closely, you can see that he was obviously pissed.

Quickly, I began to gather all my stuff. Everyone watched.

"What are you doing?" he asked, this guy didn't get it.

"I said, 'fuck off'. I'm not in the mood, Mr. Briggs." I replied simply, as I walked out the classroom. And shut the door hard behind me. My legs began to run and take me to the football bleachers. I needed to be away from people, or better. Get out of this school.

Maybe even get out of the state of Idaho, run away to somewhere and start a new life with Chase or something. I laughed, my mind was going crazy. I was loosing it.

 As I approached the bleachers, I saw something sitting under them. My curiosity took over me, I took a glance at the stranger, but realized it wasn't a stranger at all. It was Chase.

Butterflies danced in my stomach, and my heart raced. He was here. He was actually here, he had come to school. This was my chance, I could apologize for all those awful things we had to experience.

 I sighed, gathering myself. He turned around, and flinched. I would have too if I saw me standing there. He got up and studied me.

"Nice to see you too," I laughed nervous.

He blushed, "I-I didn't think that I would see you here."

"I didn't either, I guess fate is weird like that. The whole universe thing, and true love. The works." I shrugged, and turned away.

 He smiled, "I always used to think that life was a fairytale, well when I was younger."

"You did?" I smiled.

He nodded, "It was a little idiotic because of this crazy world, but I did. I thought I be rescuing a princess," he lowered his voice. "Not being saved by another prince."

"Chase," I said evenly. I felt like this was it, this was the moment. It was the moment that I would finally kiss him. And run my hands through his cute, shaggy, brown hair. . . . Then he would hold me tight, and it would be as Chase and I were the only ones on earth.

Nobody else, just us and love.

"Hey," a voice interrupted. "What's going on here?"

 I snapped out of my fantasy. And turned to where the voice came from. Mrs. Cherry, our vice principal. stood there with a suspicious look on here face.

Instead of answering, Chase and I fell silent. We were busted, even though nothing happened, I felt guilty of something. She sighed, and I tensed up.

She didn't say anything as she walked off, she just left. Relief flooded through me. Now I could say everything I needed to say, and kiss Chase. I turned to him.

 But only he was gone. He had left just as fast as Mrs. Cherry.

Damn it.

I didn't fell okay anymore. It's like I broke, something inside me, something snapped.