Why does my heart hurt?

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Song: letting go
Artist: Day 6
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I heard someone knocked on my window.
I quickly wiped my tears on my sleeves and peeked through the curtains to see who is it.

Jumee: JUNGKOOK!

Jungkook: open the window dude.

When I opened the window for him he quickly came in with a blanket and a pillow

Jumee: ahm sir why are you here it's so late at night?

Jungkook: can I sleep here tonight I can't sleep in my room.

Jumee: why you just yelled at me like an hour ago?

Jungkook: please I'm sorry that I yelled at you bestieee.

Jumee: why can't you sleep any way?

Jungkook: stop asking so many questions Jumee. This isn't the first time I've slept in your room.

Come to think of it why am I asking so many questions? He slept in my room many times because he feels more comfortable here than his own home.

Jumee: ok ok sorry.

Jungkook:I'll sleep on the floor

Jumee: umm ok

(9 minutes later)

Jumee: hey Jungkook are you sleeping yet.

I whispered to him

Jungkook: no it's cold af on the floor.

Jumee: ok than come on over to my bed

Jungkook: there's not enough space dude.

Jumee: YAHH JUNGKOOK COME OVER HERE NOW OR YOU'LL NEVER SLEEP HERE AGAIN.

Jungkook: ok ok calm down

You scooted over so he could have some space. He was kind of hesitant of Laying down next to you but he didn't care he was just tired.

Jumee: kookie I have a question

Jungkook: what is it chu ( chu is the nickname he gave to you ever since you were 9)

Jumee: why did you become so distant lately

Jungkook: please don't ask that question

Jumee: but-

Jungkook: I needed space from you because your to clingy around me like a little monkey. Which is a little annoying and embarrassing because I liked this girl and one day I asked her out, but she rejected me because of you.

Jumee: so are you saying that I'm not a good friend and I'm embarrassing you becuase I care about you.

Jungkook: yes Jumee I'm saying that.

Jumee: leave Jungkook go back to your house.

Jungkook: ok I don't really care slut. Why did I come here the first place anyway psh.

When he left your bed room. You quickly locked the window and closed the curtains and started to cry waterfalls.

Jumee: I can't believe my ex bestie/ crush called me a slut and I'm a clingy annoying monkey.

I had a crush on him ever since we were in the 5th grade. It all started when I was about to get rapped by a dude. Then Jungkook came out of no we're and starting to punch him and kick him.

( flash back)

Jungkook: Jumee come on I think he's dead come on hurry

Jumee: ok let's goooo

I stood up but then I fell back on the floor because of my leg.

Jungkook: come on I'll help you.

Jumee: I'm fine Jungkook

After I said that he picked me up bridal style and started sprinting to our houses. He started to sprint because the man was slowly getting up.

( at jungkooks home/ still flash back)

Jungkook: Jumee are you ok come on let's go to my room I'll put ointment on your leg.

Jumee: ok

(Jungkooks room)

Jungkooks parents were not here yet becuase they went to a restaurant to spend time together.

Jungkook: ok it might burn but it's ok.

Jumee: ah it burns

Jungkook: ok ok Jumee we're almost done.

After he was done He wrapped it and went to put the aid kit away.

Jumee: thanks Jungkook

Jungkook: no problem bestieee

He sat next to me on the bed.we started into each others eyes for a while and we were about to kiss when Jungkooks mom knocked on the door.

( end of flashback)

Juhee: Why am I still crying over him. Tell me why please someone tell me. Why does my heart hurt so much. It's just a stupid guy I've know for many years. I can get over him right?

(Two hours later)

Juhee: I'm so stupid why am I still crying. He didn't love me at all only as a bestie. You already know Juhee it was a one sided love. WHY DOES EVERYBODY THAT I LOVE LEAVES ME? Please someone let me know if there heart is so broken like mine. Someone save me from this misery. My stupid little heart why do you have to put me in so much pain?

Authors note:
I hoped you guys like this chapter. I was crying while making this chapter for you. If you need a better understanding of this chapter just message the group. I hope you all have a good day/ night baiii. Sincerely, K

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