Would you still care about me? After all the things that happened to us? Would u care if I love someone else that's not you? Would you care if I die? Tell me would you care if something happens to me? Please tell me because I can't wait any longer J...
Finally today is the day. I woke up at 10:00 and took a shower and changed into my clothes. I went to the kitchen and of course minhyuk is not here because he's going on a world tour. He forgot to tell me but he just left a note for me.
Jumee: ahh I feel so lonely. Ohh well.
I went to my room and grabbed all the stuff Jungkook gave to me and pictures we took. After I got all the stuff I placed it in a bag and went out of the house with my purse and that bag. I put the bag in the trunk of minhyuks other car. Luckily he has two cars. After that I went inside the car and went to "our" treehouse to get the stupid memory box too. When I went in the treehouse i started to feel a piece of my heart breaking. With my two own eyes I saw all the pictures of me and kooks on the wall of the tree house. I decided to not bring the memory box with me. I will just bring nothing. I went back inside the car and drove too a hair salon.
Hair lady: hello how may we help you?
Jumee: I would like to dye my hair.
Hair lady: do you have any specific way or what color?
Jumee: I want to dye my hair like my whole head of hair. Also I don't really know what color.
Hair lady: ok just follow me.
She told me to sit down on one of those hair chairs ( sorry I don't know what it's called) When I sat down she asked me questions.
Hair lady: I think you would look very good in pastel pink.
Would you like to try that?
Jumee: suree
After a couple of hours
Hair lady: ok I'm finish are you ready too look.
Jumee: yes I am
Hair lady: ok open your eyes
Jumee: omg I look so different
Jumee's hair:
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Hair lady: it's ok right? I think you look super beatiful in short hair.
Jumee: oh ok? Umm how much
Hair lady: it's on the house
Jumee: really thank you so much.
Hair lady: no problem girl.
Jumee: here's a 20 dollar tip bye.
( outside the hair salon)
Oh my god I feel so free I don't even know why. Well time to get new clothes.
( 5:00 pm)
Ok I'm done shopping. Time to burn my memories.
( at home)
Jumee: O I guess minhyuk isn't here yet. Oh well I will do it myself.
I went to the backyard to burn all those stuff about me and him.
( Backyard)
I grabbed the bag full of our memories. I was looking through the pictures and I started to cry.
Jumee: Why do I feel so empty now? I mean he left me probably for a very good reason. He was my everything. Sadly he not anymore. He left me for a girl that is better than me. Psh why did he even marry me I'm useless I can't cook, I'm clumsy, I always cry. Why did he like me? I need to stop wasting my tears and move on like he did.
After that talk I had to myself I grabbed all the memories and threw it in the fire pit.
( two days later)
Today is me and Jungkooks anniversary. I walked to a market to get somthing for him. I found a perfect thing he would like but I forgot we're not married anymore so why am I doing this? I walk back home. While I was walking down the street. A lot of people were waving at me I don't even know why. I waved back at them and faked smiled. I feel so depressed that I fake smile now. Sometimes I feel that I don't need to smile. One day I was about to cut myself but Minhyuk stopped me from doing it. I tried to move on from him I mean I got a new look and everything but I couldn't. Ever thing makes me think about him. I just feel so empty. Please I just want my life back I just want it to be me and him again.
Authors note: Hello guys the next chapter will be the very last chapter. It will be a very sad ending so when you read the next chapter make sure you have tissues. Thank you very much for being here with me till the end. Have a good day/night! Sincerely, K
