C.R.A.Z.Y

Go Away

The memory of the past still lingered inside her head, its heavy and how many guys she had slept with, its would not be based on love, they just want her body and when she refused to give it, she being abandoned or the guy turns to another girl. Since the fall of her group, she more focusing on her career and Loki is the last man she ever loved and sacrificed. Now Steve come back, and it was her first time sex with that famous rapper.

"Natasha.."

She looks at her back and saw a black haired guy standing behind her.

"Loki.."

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Loki sit beside Natasha on the wooden bench. Her memory flooded with the sweetness of Loki back then. They just stay silent, not dare to start the talks. Natasha's phone suddenly ringing and it is from an unknown number. She answer her phone while Loki still beside her. "Hello?"

"Nat.."

"Just talk what you need.."

"We need to talk.."

"No, I'm with a friend now.."

"With your ex, Loki?" Natasha surprised, she looks around to see if any sign of Steve but she can't see his trace. "Mind your own business, bye!" Natasha end the call and look at her feet until a soft hand raised her hand. She looks at Loki and he smile back to her. "How are you now?"

"It's been a long time not see you since our last.. meeting?" Natasha feel heavy when want to mention about the words 'break up'.

"I left for reasons Natasha.. not just you, I left my fans, this whole music industry.. you think I'm not sad?"

"What made you left?"

"My family.. they want me to further my study, and to be honest, they know about us, and.." he feel heavy to continue it.

"And they don't like me.."

"Natasha.. its not like that.. they give their blessing to us but my family business in a poor condition so I need to save them by get engaged to Sif."

"Oh Sif.. she is very a talented woman.."

"And bossy.. I realized about my future will be dark if I be with her an that's make me call off the wedding. I can't live without you Natasha.. I am not a free Loki while I was without you and I am sorry I am not by your side when you rebuild your music career back."

"So what do you want now?" Natasha rolled her tears and this time she burst angry. "You should tell me earlier so I wont let my ass fucked with a guy! Why you come now Loki?" She remembered Steve's breath on her skin.

"I want to court you, to have you back in my arm.. please forgive me Natasha.. you are still single right?" She nods and Loki feels glad, Natasha still can't replace him with another guy.

"Give me time to think about this all.."

"Yes you can, I will wait for your answer.." Loki kissed Natasha's hand and Natasha pecks her lips on Loki's cheek, but to her surprise, Loki caught her lips and this time both of them take the pleasure while someone from far watching them with his binocular.

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Steve laid himself on the bed, rewind his memory with the scene of Natasha and Loki. Loki should be left forever from music but now he come back, acting like a big businessman and flirty around Natasha. He awakes, find the number of someone inside his phone. "Hey Clint, I don't know what happen to me but this is a very serious problem happened to me this day.."

"What? Just tell me over the phone.."

"I can't! This is a serious disease! Please, I'll wait you at my house.. make it okay?" Steve end the call, and again the image of Natasha has blocked his memory. Sex with Natasha is very amazing, he remembered how Natasha grinds her pussy on his cock, her breath lingered around his neck, he pumps her, thrust her with a deep slow motion and he sure that is very hurtful but she can takes the pain and feel pleasure. He calls Natasha again and this time using his number, not the private one like he did before. He waiting her to pick up the call.

"What?"

"Natasha we need to talk.. it just.."

"I'm sorry.. I shouldnt act like this, I'm scared about others know about this.. can you please forget about what happened on that night?"

"Uhmm okay, but I need to see you, do you remember I promised you to do colaboration with you? I got a new song and.. yeah.."

"I'm sorry, I guess I can't do colaboration with you.."

"NATASHA!"

"WHAT STEVE? Why you want to see me?"

"Just meet me or else.."

"Or you what?!" Natasha feels anger on the other line. This is why he likes her a lot back then. Her stuborn silly act is something adorable.

"I tell Loki you had slept with me.."

"Are you serious?!"

"Yes! I am very serious.. please.."

"Get the hell out of my life!"

"I love you Nat.." Steve slips it and he knocks his head on the wall.

"Huh?" Natasha on the other line feels shocked.

"If you already hate me, then fine. I know Loki is your last lover but.. the way we get together back then, I always wanted you to know that all my attention towards you back then is actually more than just friend.."

"Come to my house.. I'll text you my address." Natasha wipes her tears, she always has a heart for Steve and his confession makes her heart divided into Loki and Steve.