C.R.A.Z.Y

Heart to Heart

"What is so serious about? Is it about our new album together?" Clint asks Steve as he take off his glasses, take a seat in front of Steve.

"I slept with.. do you know Tasha?"

"Oh! That one, honestly I like Sharon.."

"I don't ask you about Sharon. I know she is famous with her whore attitude on stage. But this Natasha.."

"Oh! She is the one who also a rapper right?" Clint guess it right, Steve nods to him. "So what now?"

"I have to get her.. I start to realize I love her.." Steve remembered her smile on that night, same like 10 years ago.

"I thought you still love Yelena.."

"I wont, she is too fierce in bed and.. she's mumble in sleep some words that I never know and the next day, she's compose her song." Clint laughs hard by what Steve have commented about Yelena. "Dude, looks like she is a satan whorship! Hahahaha"

"This is not a joke, at first I thought its cute but then it become disturbance for me.."

"Then how about Tasha?" Clint asked Steve and he smiled a lot. "She's perfect. Beyond perfect and she is feisty. I like to chase something feisty."

"So you really raped her?"

"No! Never.. it just like.. I like to see her squirming and struggling under me.. her body is just like a dancing.." He imagined it and then he slaps his own face. "What the hell did I thought?!"

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Loki keep holding her hand, never want to let it go and she start to smile a bit. She loved Loki before and she still love him and maybe, Loki can make her forget about that night. Natasha is standing near the street and waiting for Steve. He should be arrived by now. Natasha heard a motorbike sound behind her, and without warning, her hand bags snatched from behind and she just feel statue, unable to do anything even for a scream. Steve looks at Natasha and the scene.

"My.. my bag.. my document inside.." she startle.

"Okay, wait here and I will try to get it from them!" Steve run towards the way they disappears. Natasha feels worried about Steve's safety and she also try to search him near the back alley. It is really dark and stinky but Natasha still want to find Steve.

"Please God.. don't let anything bad happen on him.." Natasha prays, she afraid Steve will get hurt because of her but soon, she heard two people talking. She hiding behind a pillar.

"Thanks, here's the bag.." Natasha shocked by what she just saw. Steve give money to the thief and the thief is his friend, Clint. Her heart sank. They both laughed and Natasha feel her anger boil. She come in front of them while clapping her hands.

"Well done.. good job.." Natasha said in a smile, the fake smile which is only Steve know it is not a sincere one. "I never thought you are this kind of person Steve.."

"I just want to impress you Natasha.."

Slap

Five fingers of Natasha was printed on Steve's face. At that time, Steve know Natasha had already hate him. She take her hand bags from his hand and wanted to go but Steve pulls her arm, make her look at him.

"Why you become like this Natasha? I thought you are happy when meet me but why after that night, we become so distance from each other?" Steve hold her shoulder.

"Because I afraid.. to be in love with someone like you.." Natasha's heart softened suddenly. She rolled her tears down and Steve gently wiped it away.

"That doesn't matter for me.. the important is I have someone to be in love with.. and the person is you.. I don't know why you are so stuborn to accept me and back before ten years ago, I give you many hints Natasha.. many hints and instead I tell Yelena to delivers my small present to you but you throw it away and dustbin."

"Whenever I recall back, you never give me anything and Yelena do not give me anything, how can I throw away in the dustbin?"

Both of them stay silent. And then they laughed again.

"Oh, I understood now. Yelena took it all for herself. I still remember she brought back teddy bears and chocolates and said it is from you."

"Damn Yelena.." they both laughed. "So do you believe in me now that I actually loved you and still love you?"

"Yes.. but please don't do this crazy stuff again."

"Lets go to my apartment.. we can have eyes to eyes, face to face and heart to heart to develope more." He looks around and saw Clint nowhere. "It is creepy here.."

They walked out from the back alley and from that moment Natasha know she have a reason to reject Loki. One night stand is not a tale love but Steve already love her long time ago when they both have training together.