In this story, I want to talk about what had happened to me. Why? No, it is not because I wish to wallow in self pity or because I want others to feel bad for me. Its because I want to give everyone who reads this a message, a lesson. The lesson is that in the end, all it takes is one person to destroy you and that's what happened to me. I kept the biggest secret of my life from everyone for 5 long years. Over these painful 5 years that I held on to the heart-wreaking secret, my heart and mind were slowly deteriorating. I was constantly reminded everyday by my stupid brain what had happened. I lived in fear, and I most certainly couldn't do things that normal kids could do because of these fears. The fear to be held, the fear to be touched, the fear of love and to be loved, the fear of untrustworthiness, and the fear of people in general. There were awful memories that resonated and still resonate in my head. The story that became the story of nearly my entire past lingered in my mind. I wanted to forget about the incidents, but I still hadn't fully understood until one day afterschool when we watched what many refer to as "the video". It's fucking horrible for damn sure...
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Narrativa generaleA sad story about the unmentionable happening to a girl, who is now trying to send a message to the world describing the unbearable pain she felt. * Warning- this is a fictional story, it is not real*
