Scars [BTS || JiKook]

Chapter 2

Jungkook quickly pulled his arms away again and sobbed, pulling his sleeves back down and burying his face in his hands. Jimin gently made jungkook look at him by raising his chin with his two fingers.

"kookie-ah why are you doing this to yourself, you know hyung is always here for you, you could've told me if something was bothering you, but this..this is just so wrong" jimin said looking into kookies eyes which were filled with pure guilt and regret. Jungkook continued to sob and got up quickly, running to his room. He locked the door shut and sobbed loudly, burying his face in his pillow. He didn't want any of his hyungs to know, he didn't want them to think less of him.

Jimin ran behind jungkook trying to catch up with him but instead was greeted by a door slamming in his face. Jimin could hear jungkook cry, jimin wanted to hold him in his arms and say its going to be okay but jungkook just closed him out.

Tears stared streaming down jimins cheeks, all the other members were in the gym so they weren't going to be home until a good 3 hours. Jungkook sobbed loudly, feeling the familiar urge. He knew he shouldn't, but he couldn't help it.

He reached under his bed and grabbed a razor blade, tears streaming down his face as he sobbed. Jimin panicked, now that the door was shut who knows what's going on inside, all sorts of senario's started gushing into jimins mind.

He couldn't keep the flowing aura in him. Jimin kept his ear on the door as he could clearly hear hissing, jimin couldn't stay still as if nothing was going on, obviously he was cautious with what he's doing. Jimin ran to namjoons room as he found a spare key to jungkooks door. Jungkook sobbed loudly and slid the blade across his wrist quickly numerous times.

He didn't even whimper or wince. All he focused on was getting as many as possible all over his arms. Jimin slid the key into jungkooks room door lock. Slowly opening the door hesitantly. What he saw in front of his eyes wasn't so nice.

Jimin ran to jungkook snachung the blade out if his hand. Jungkook sobbed even louder, burying his face in his hands and pulling his sleeve back down. He fell apart. He laid on the bed, a bloody, sobbing mess. Jimin hugged jungkook with all strength.

"jungkook ah please stop this, jebal" jimin sobbed. Jungkook curled up into a ball and sobbed loudly, his arms covered in blood. Jimin shakily took the blade which he threw on the floor. "jungkook-ah, this is how much it hurts me" jimin said sliding the blade thru his beautiful wrist. Jungkook cried out and hiccuped.

"No!" He felt his heart shatter into pieces. He never meant to cause all this damage and he felt beyond horrible. Jimin winced in pain as blood stared dripping down from the cut. This feeling was new to him and he didn't like it at all.

Jungkook stood up to try and stop him but he just collapsed to the floor in sadness, his sobs heartbreaking. Minutes passed non of them said a word. Jimin was on the floor leaned up to the wall hugging his knees while looking at the blade in his hands.

Meanwhile jungkook was on his bead silent tears running down his eyes, soaking the bed. Calm silence, nothing more. Jungkook laid there looking almost lifeless. Lifeless. He suddenly liked the idea. He couldn't live with himself knowing he made Jimin do that to himself.

Jimin looked at Jungkook who was now bowing in front of him. "kookie-ah wha..what are you doing?". "I'm so sorry hyung..." he sobbed quietly. Jimin crawled to the bowing maknae hugging him with trust. "it's okay kookie, just tell me..tell me everything, let your heart out" jimin said looking at Jungkook with hopeful eyes.

Jungkook shook his head and ran out, sobbing. Jimin reached for jungkook but he sprinted out of the room way too fast. Jungkook grabbed another razor blade out of the bathroom and bolted down the stairs, tears steaming down his cheeks.

Jimin sighed as he got up, slouching out of the room. Suddenly jimin hears a noise in the bathroom and then thudding of footsteps on the stairs. Jimin knew what's happening, "Jeon Jungkook!" Jimin roared running behind jungkook. Jungkook ran out of the dorm, sobbing. He stuffed the blade in his hoodie pocket and just ran.

Jimin runs behind jungkook who started running even harder. "jungkook wait" jimin shouts still running behind him, Jungkook collapsed to the ground in tears. Jimin gasps as he sees jungkook collapse infront of him. "jungkook!" Jimin shouts as he runs to him. People start running towards them worried if they needed any help. "please call an ambulance!" Jimin shouts while having the unconscious maknae in his hands. Jungkook laid in Jimin's arms unconscious. He passed out from both blood loss and pure exhaustion.

-1 hour later-

Jimin waited in the corridor, outside of jungkook's hospital room. Jimin couldn't keep still either he would start walking around circles or he would start fidgeting with his fingers. suddenly the door opened as the doctor came out of the room. Jungkook laid in the room, awake again. He wished he hadn't woken up. He wished he passed out on the road and gotten run over or something. Or just never woken up.

Jimin got up immediately to greet the doctor. "is..is he okay?" Jimin asked the doctor as he was checking his file, "hmm, he's okay, lost blood and over exhaustion" the doctor said, Jimin nodded eagerly. "however the cuts and wounds will take time to heal, I hope whatever the problem is you'll sort it out now, or else he'll need to go to a mental faculty" the doctor said patting Jimins shoulder and walking away. Jungkook sighed and waited for Jimin to come in.

He knew Jimin would definitely tell the other members, and Jungkook dreaded it. Before going in Jimin messaged the members in their groupchat saying that him and Jungkook went out for a treat, Jimin didn't want this to go to the other members.

He wanted to finish this here and forget about what happened the whole day. 'please jungkook let's stop this now' Jimin thought while opening the door to Jungkooks room. Jungkook buried his face in his hands and cried softly. He felt so, so horrible.

Words couldn't even describe it. Jimin both exhausted and sad, walked up to Jungkook, seeing him like this was a nightmare. Jimin wanted to this to stop, "Jungkook-ah, do you feel bad? do you feel guilty?" Jimin asked softly. Jungkook nodded and sighed, wiping his tears.