My Bias Wrecker | Jaebum GOT7 Fanfic |

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"Are you okay?" Jaebum grabbed my hand. 

I looked at him and slowly nodded. 

"Yes." I lied. 

He grabbed me buy the wrist as I walked away. I looked at my wrist then up at him. 

"Don't...don't lie to me." He spoke with a serious tone. 

"I don't wanna talk about it, lets get just get food and go to back to my place." I sighed. 

He nodded. I let him do the shopping because I don't know what the boys like. He had trouble reading in English. I found it cute. 

"Aish." He rolled his eyes. 

"Calm down." I grabbed his hand. 

I looked at the cart. I think we have enough. 

"Um, don't you think we have enough?" I looked at him. 

He looked at the cart. 

"The boys eat a lot." He laughed. 

"Let's check out." We walked to the check out lane. 

"Ohh, you two are so cute." I looked to see an old lady smiling at me and Jaebum. 

I was confused at first but then I realized that I was still holding his hand. I went to let go of his hand but he squeezed my hand. I looked at him and he smiled at me. 

"Thanks." He said in English. 

We checked out. I ran my tongue across my teeth. Two hundred also three hundred dollars. I slowly looked up at Jaebum. 

"So who's gonna pay me back?" I smiled. 

"You own a bookstore and you're complaining back money?" He looked at me. 

"I own two but that doesn't matter." I said. 

I opened my mouth to talk again but he put his finger over my mouth. 

"Let's get this stuff in the car and go back, the boys are hungry." His face was close to me. 

I nodded and opened the trunk. I watched as he picked the heavy bags. I bit my lip and helped him. 

I thought I could move on from you. I thought I could forget you. But as long as you're in my heart, that will be impossible. 

I had Jaebum text one of the boys tell them that we're on our way. I parked the car in the parking lot. Yugyeom and BamBam rushed out. They both went to Jaebum. Something was wrong. 

"We didn't mean to." BamBam whispered. 

"Help with the groceries." Jaebum sighed. 

I grabbed some bags as I got to my apartment the more I knew something was wrong. I walked in to see Harley crying in front a broken glass. I looked at the book stand to see that the glass butterfly my mom gave me was gone. I dropped everything, tears formed in my eyes. I didn't say anything. I just went to my room. 

~ Flashback ~ 

"Mom." I cried with excitement as I unwrapped my present. 

"Spread your wings babygirl, don't let anyone hold you back from your dreams." She sniffed. 

I looked at my mom. She's sick. She's fighting for her life yet she doesn't want any treatment. She siad 'When my time comes then it's meant for me to go.' That was the last gift she ever gave me. 

~ Flashback ends ~   

There was a knock at my door before it opened. Jaebum stood with a sorry expression on his face. He sat next to me on the floor. He didn't say anything. He just took my hand into his rubbing his thumb across my knuckles. 

"Yugyeom and Bam..." 

"I don't wanna hear it." I sniffed. 

"Hear them out, please." He looked at me. 

I shook my head. I rested my head on his shoulder. 

"Maybe later." I sniffed. "If I talk to them now, I'll end up regretting it." 

Jaebum nodded his head. I felt his arm wrap around me. We stayed like that for a good couple of minutes. 

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Quote: It hurts to have someone in your heart that you can't have in your arms.