As we head home. Katie stops and looks sad and embarrassed. I ask her what is wrong? "I was the one who broke up.." she say and looks down "but why though?" I say and look choked "I broke up with him because I didn't want to hurt him" "hurt him?" "Yes I found out some months ago that I like girls and that I have always known" my heart stops when I hear her say the words. I feel happy and sad. I am happy because now I can get with the girl of my dreams and I feel sad because she had to get a boyfriend to find that out. "Say something" she says. I've been day dreaming for some time "so what did you tell him not to hurt him?" I say "I told him that I was not ready for this kind of relationship" she looks up and say. Out of nowhere her face lightens up and she seems happy "let's forget it and do something fun tonight, can we sleep at yours?" "Uh.. sure" I say and smile. I am happy for her that she found out that she like girls and maybe I can be her girl. It's 8 pm. And we are drunk and high at the same time. We're sitting in my jacuzzi in our bikini's and in the background there's some The Weeknd playing. I love to watch Katie just relaxed at free. She is lake an angel. Matter fact she is the angel. As we lay here I just want to kiss her and tell her that I love her. But if I do I think that I am going to ruin our friendship. "Kiss me Tara" I hear Katie say. I look at her and get closer. I'm so close that our breast touch. I put one of my hands around her neck and the other holding her head. Our lips touch. It feels like when I was little and I had candy. I was so happy and it felt like I was made out of gum and you cold do anything. I love the feeling of her lips they are just so silky and soft and they are so warm. She puts her tongue in my mouth and it feels like I am eating the best ice cream ever and it just melts in my mouth. I blackout.
