Gotta Be You

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'Can we fall one more time?

Stop the tape and rewind

Oh, and if you walk away

I know I'll fade

'Cause there is nobody else

It's gotta be you

Only you'

Niall's P.O.V.

I made Lorrie mad again for some reason only God knows what, but this time it's ten times worse than the first time we fought.

I tried to console her, but she wouldn't budge, what the hell did I do now?

I hated fighting with her, I don't like the feeling of being unloved, if there is such a thing.

It's just plain heartbreaking, like the whole world's gonna collapse under me, killing me every second.

It's been like only 2 days since she last spoke to me, and it's driving me crazy not to have her in my arms as they are already used to holding her every second of everyday, my lips not touching hers is torturing me, and I miss her scent that radiates from her, even though I smell bad, she doesn't care if I hug her the whole day.

I had to find out what I did wrong. There's really no one else I'd rather be right now than her, but now, I may be her least favorite person in the world, so I wouldn't be surprised if she doesn't want to be with me right now, and I didn't want her to walk away, but she needed the space, and I needed the time to think.

What did I do to make her hate me all of a sudden?

Think Niall think! What did you do before she stormed in your flat. There has to be something I did wrong, but I just couldn't think of a reason.

All I did that day was watch tv, tweet, eat, sing in the bathroom, and went out on that Victoria's secret fashion show that Harry begged me to come with him, which was near where Lorrie was working.

Oh shit. Why didn't I see that! Meagan was flirting with me, I told Harry that bringing dates was a bad idea, but no, he brought them anyway, and I didn't even liked her, she was way too skinny, her laugh kinda irritates me, she imitates me sometimes which drives me nuts in a bad way, and she just talks none sense sometimes, I hate to be a jerk but its the truth.

Maybe she saw the time when she purposely tripped herself to make me catch her, or she tried to make me do her bra which was unzipping the whole event, or maybe when we both fell down the carpet cause she purposely tripped herself again to make me go off balance and our faces were just a few inches away, but we didn't kiss, hell no, I could never do that to Lorrie, even if she wasn't there.

It was really all her fault, I showed her I wasn't interested, yet she kept on going at me like I'm a prize she wants to win at a fair. She doesn't know her limits.

I got up from my couch, turned off the TV and drove off to Lorrie's.

When I got there I went straight to her apartment, and I kept knocking at her door, but I got no answer, then one of her neighbors shows up.

She looks at me for a second and I turned to see who was looking at me, "Oh my God oh my God oh my God oh my God" she utters, I'm guessing she's a fan, I smiled at her, "hey, you wouldn't happen to know where the girl is that's staying here? would ya?"

The brunette just shakes her head, guess she couldn't talk, "Okay bye bye, thanks" I said, running off leaving her.

Where could she be?

I drove off to Jack's to see if she's working. And to my luck she's there, but she looks sad, like a candy was taken from a baby sad, or maybe even sadder.

I turned off the car and went inside, the door bell clang, like it always has, her co-worker, Kim I think her name was, looked to see who entered the store, her eyes widen as soon as she saw me, and I see Lorrie facing down, like she's crying or something.

Kim signals me that Lorrie doesn't want me here, "need to talk to her" I mouthed, she looked at Lorrie first, maybe contemplating if she would let me talk to her or not, then after what it seems like a hundred years, she nods, then steps away.

"I'll be back, just need to take care of this customer" Kim said,

"mmkay" Lorrie says without looking up, then she sniffs, like she's been crying for a while now.

"Hey love" I said, she tenses up immediately as I said that, she looks up to see me, I gave her a weak smile.

"Look, whatever I did, whatever you saw, I didn't mean for it to happen, and for what it's worth, I was even avoiding what you didn't wanted to see, believe me, I know both of us can be a little bit jealous from time to time, but that just means we both love each other really much"

she still doesn't look convinced,

"It was Harry's idea bringing dates, I said he didn't need to bring me any or that it was a bad idea to bring any dates
but he did it anyway, and the girl I was with wasn't even attractive to me, so come on, please? There's really no one else, for me, because at that time, I could only think of that instead of her, why couldn't it be you? It's gotta be you, only you, you know? Cause there's only one you, and I wouldn't want it any other way"

I took her hands as she smiles a little bit more

"What I really wanted to say here is that, I'm sorry that it happened"

as her smile grew wider I helped her stand up, grabbed her by her waist, then kissed her gently on the lips, she quickly held back.

"Me too"

I smiled as I kissed her again, this time giving more effort on the kiss, but again, to my disappointment she pulled back.

"I don't know why, but I always end up falling for you all over again, like its on replay, its kinda scary sometimes cause, times like this, I want to be mad at you, but instead I don't want to be without you, and I end up falling for you again"

Lorrie said, looking down as her arms are pressing my chest like she wad about to push me away.

"Hey, I do too ya know? I really thought I was the only one, now that you told me, I now know. I love you so much Lorrie, don't you forget that"

I pecked her lips to give her a chance to say something.

"and I love you too"

She then wrapped her arms around my neck as she passionately gave me a kiss, I feel tears falling down my face, but it wasn't mine, it was hers.

I hugged her so tight, like I never wanted to let her go, there is really no one else but her.

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