Calum POV
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I want to figure this girl out. She thinks that she isn't good enough, she is honestly the m'ost beautiful girl I've laid eyes on. I don't get why she listens to Tyler, he's irrelevant and shouldn't influence the way she thinks about herself. Just watching her roll is pretty amazing, she's so focused. The way her eyes squint when she gets to a difficult part is adorable and the way she sticks her tongue out when shes getting to the part of tucking. She moves her hair out of her face and she never fails to make a smirk appear onto my face.
We pull up into a park that is around here and she looks at me, it makes my heart melt. I want her to know that I don't love her, I don't love anyone. The reason I want to get to know her is because she seems like a person that fakes it to make it. I've always needed a person and no one has stuck but I think that she acts like a badass because shes sick of being hurt.
"Why are you staring at me you freak" she lets out a small chuckle, I look at her and put my arm around her seat, "You haven't even lit the blunt yet and I want to smoke is half of it and the other half is that you're so beautiful" she looks down at her hands. She takes a deep breath in, "We just started talking don't begin a friendship with lies." I was in shock, she lights the blunt and starts smoking it. How does she not see this? She truly is beautiful and I can't help but believe that. She passes it to me, "Yanno, the last person I had in my car was Ty. He wasn't the best but he sure could be, and the last time he was in my car he was in that seat and lost his temper with me." She lets out a loud sigh and pulls up her sleeve to reveal a bruise, "This is one of the reasons why I wear long sleeves, I don't want to fuck shit up for him." She pulls her sleeve down and takes a few more hits, inhaling and resting her head back, "I hope you realize that I'm only telling you this because I'm drunk and getting stoned. I don't tell people shit because they only hurt me in the end but I need someone to talk to and honestly don't care if you try to spread this because if you do I will break your jaw" She has an attitude that makes her badass and I like that about her, "You wont have to break my jaw, I won't tell anyone what you tell me." She looks at her hands while she plays with her fingers, "That's what Ty said and look at us now. I won't be able to trust anyone for a while, I'm just a fucked up kid that people don't like." I don't know how people can hurt her like this, she's a beautiful person inside and out, "I'm giving you my number so you can talk to me, everybody needs somebody and I'll be that person."
We pull into her driveway and I see the lights on, she takes a deep breath in, "I'll be right back out I'm getting my charger then I'll take you home get in the passenger seat while I'm in the house" she sighs and opens the door, "Hey where are you staying tonight?" she looks at me, "My car in the mall parking lot, why?" That felt like a slap in the face, "Braelynn, why are you staying in the lot? You could get hurt or robbed or something," she cuts me off. "Calum why does it matter they could care less where I stay and I've been staying there for the past four days." I look at her, "Braelynn stay at my house tonight it's supposed to get cold I'll sleep on the couch and you can have my bed, just grab your charger and some clothes you can stay for as long as you need." she looks taken back. "Calum you just met me today I could be an axe murder and you're letting me stay at your house, has anyone ever told you about strangers?" I let out a small chuckle, "Well that's a risk I'm willing to take, got get your stuff and I'll drive home. I have an apartment so you'll be fine." She lets out a small chuckle, shakes her head and walked inside.
It takes her 20 minutes to come out, she runs out with tears in her eyes. She opens the door and slams it, "Go Calum hurry" she shouts as she's sobbing. "What's wrong B?" she wipes her eyes and looks over as her dad runs outside, "Calum just go it doesn't matter I'll tell you when we get to your apartment lets go." shes yelling and wiping her eyes. I put the car in reverse and start to leave. Her dad comes outside screaming with slurred words. I grab her hand and pick up the speed. I start to drive off as he goes back into the house.
We pull into the parking lot of the apartment building, she's wiping tears from her eyes. I look at her and stop the car. I start to get out and she grabs her stuff and does the same. We walk upstairs and walk into my apartment. "I have food in the fridge and sometimes my band mates crash here so if you hear someone stumble in it's one of them. Bathrooms at the end of the hall and the bedroom is the first door on your right." She nods and starts to take her jacket off, revealing more bruises. She steps into the light and I see one on her cheek bone. I put my hand up to get a better look and she flinches. "I won't hurt you, i promise. Come here." I pull her into a hug and she starts crying again. I pick her up and start to take her to my room. I set her down and scooch her closer to the wall and lay down. She rolls over and puts her head on my chest. "I'm sorry you had to see that back there," I cut her off, "Don't apologize you didn't deserve it."
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A/N
Here you gooo, I know it sucks but I'm working on it. love you guyssss.
Deuces
xoxo,
Kye
