Braelynn POV
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I feel completely numb, I don't know how to explain this to anyone. I'm falling apart and I can't put myself together. I used to be able to fix myself. Tears are pouring out of my eyes and I can't stop them. I get up and practically drag myself to the bathroom. I look at myself in the mirror. I get this feeling of pure disgust and disappointment washed over me. Before I could stop myself I was looking through his drawers for something sharp. I can't take this anymore, I shouldn't be here. I hear Calum outside of the door, "B what are you doing" I gave up on the sharp thing. I looked for a Tylenol bottle, I open the cabinet and see one that still in the box. I start rattling with the cap. The door busts open and Calum rushes to me to take the bottle out of my hand, "No I haven't opened it!" I shout at him. He knocks it out of my hands and he holds me, "I can't let you do this to yourself, B. Please don't do this, I'm begging you." He picks me up and carries me to he bedroom and lays me down on the inside of the bed. He takes off his shirt revealing his back muscles. He walks over to my suit case and gets a pair of comfy shorts and one of his shirts out of his drawers. Calum walks to the bathroom to get my hair brush and sits me up. He start brushing through my hair gently, he sweeps a part out of my face and puts my hair in a messy braid. I look up at him, "How do you know how to braid hair?" He lets out a little chuckle and get wrinkles in his eyes, "My sister, Mali, always said I had a gentle hand so she taught me how to do hair." I let out a breathless laugh and scooched over for him to lay down next to me. He took the offer and laid down next to me and pulled me closer. Calum kissed me on the forehead, "It all gets better princess I promise." I buried my head into his chest and he pulled me closer, My eyes fluttered shut and I was fast to sleep.
I woke up the next day buried in his chest. I started to move out of his grasp, but he wakes up. He starts pulling me closer to him, "No no, what are you doing." I look at him and give him a slight smile, "I'm going to get something to drink, not that it matters." I start to head to the kitchen. I decided that eggs sounded really good at the moment, so I started cooking. I feel Calum wrap his arms around me, "What are you going dork." he looked at me, "You said you were only getting a drink and you didn't come back so i came out to check on you." I look in the living room, I see a curly haired boy on the couch, he looks adorable might I add.
I start to make breakfast, as Calum is watching over my shoulder. His curly haired band member gets up, "Good morning guys," I look at him and smile, "Hey I'm Braelynn you can call me B. I'm gonna be living here for awhile so get used to me." He lets out a small giggle that is quite adorable. "I'm Ashton but you can call me Ash, I know who you are, Luke is frightened by you by the way." Calum lets out a loud laugh, "I told you, babe! You're not like most girls, you're better then them but you're a bad bitch." Ashton furrows his eyebrows at us, "Did you just call her, and I quote, 'a bad bitch', don't swear to your girlfriend." Calum looks at me and then back at him, "Ash she's not my girlfriend." He looks at us and furrows his eyebrows, "What the fuck, Cal? She could be an axe murder for all you know and she's living with you!" I look at Calum as my eyes get big, "That's what I said, at least someone has common sense in this premises." Ashton looks at me and high fives me as we burst out in laughter. "Not meaning to burst your bubble but why is Luke so terrified of you?" I look at Calum and look back at Ashton, "I may or may not have told him that I will break his jaw." He looks at me, then looks at Calum. I shrug my shoulders, "There's a longer story but I don't trust you enough to tell you yet." Ashton nods his head and looks at Calum, "She's a keeper, mate." I look at him and blush, "I'm not really a keeper for anything, I mean I'm not really worth it." Calum stands up and wraps his arms around me and lowers his head in the crook of my neck, "Baby you're worth everything don't say that." I look up at him and study him for a few moments, which feels like forever. This boy is truly amazing, in every single way. He rescued me, saved me from the horrible road I was setting myself up for. I got out of my trance and started cooking toast.
We had school tomorrow and that was when I was scheduled to take my G.E.D to dropout. I guess there's going to be a four more people in the room, I don't know who but I'll find out. I honestly hate school and I qualify for the test so I took it. I walk up to Calum, "Hey baby I have to be to school early tomorrow." He nods his head slowly, "Are you taking the test too?" I look back at him, "Are the boys taking it too?" He nods, "I know that this is off topic but can we have a movie marathon?" I giggle and nod my head. Calum picks me up and throws me over his shoulder and carries me over to the couch. He puts on Netflix and puts on Mean Girls. We sat there laughing our asses off and mocking the movie. Everything felt perfect and I don't know how to explain the feelings I'm getting for this boy.
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