Dear diary,
Well, I broke up with my boyfriend, I didn't really have a choice. My mother made me. Said I can't have any contact with boys, or she'll beat my ass.
Anyway, she got really pissed when she found out my weight. (I've been losing weight its been like 3 months.) I'm at like 107 (just checked it right now) and she said if I get below 100 that she's gonna put me in a hospital. Im fine. What don't she get with in perfectly fine. No need to worry about me. I just dont feel like eating most of the time. I'm not gonna force food down my throat just to gain weight. Im not gonna do that.
Plus what makes it worse is that I want to cut (i self harm) but I can't.
I made a promise not to self harm.
I'm not gonna break that promise. I'm not.
What makes it even worse is that he isn't even talking to me. Not even when I was telling him how sorry I was. And that I needed to end it. Not even a message. Or a call.
I guess I'll just leave this here.
Love, Michaela
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