Confessions

Telling mum

I was sitting on the counter playing with my cereal .. When my mum walked into the room ...

Mum"hi honey ... why are you so sad "

Nell" mum i have something to tell you"

Mum" okayyyy whats it about "

Nell" me ... Well niall and i broke up but before you say anything ... It wasnt him it was me .. I did it to protect?? him because im ..."

Mum" pregnant " she said very stern

Nell" yes ...how did u know"

Mum" i heard you crying in the bathroom and you didn't exactly get rid of the test properly "

Nel" mum please dont be mad i swear i just "

Mum" nel i know what u are going trough my mum was also pregnant at ur age i just i kinda hoped it wouldnt be u toobut ... U should tell nialler hes a great kid and im sure hed take responsibility nelisa"

Nel" but mum he doesnt need this kind of worry and i dont want the media to know and the worst possible things mommy help mee "

Mum" now nelisa i didnt send you to get pregnant .. But okay .. I will help u get settled you will finish school though"

Nell" thanks mum " i hugged her tight i hope one day i might be as good as her ..

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5months preg

I havnt really left the house because ive been home schooled and .. Niall and his parents moved away i peeped out the window the day he left he didnt look up at me .. And it broke my heart .. When i saw him leave for good .. Gene visits me often we usually go to the mall and hang with some of my old friends feels like home  i do see people stare at me like what is her problem and stuff or omg she pregnant shame on u .. I dont regret doing stuff with niall because i did it with someone i love and thats what making love supposedly is right?? or maybe ive got that part wrong but what has been taught to me .. Was that

Being homeschooled i was able to finish my highschool earlier than most because im a very smart girl it didnt take as long either