Confessions

Peace at last/ ill

Now niall and i can finally start our relationship the way it should a new beginning with a family of three and loads of uncle's and aunts oh and niall and i moved to england london .. Because we thought the knew beginning should start fresh we dont live far from zayn liam harry and louis our houses are basically connected which isnt weird becuz the boys cant live without each other

Also the ineter iew with liam went well the fans adored how cute liam spoke and how funny he was like a little niall also the ineterviewers loved my baby boy life is great i am living with my first boyfriends who gave me my first kiss the person whom i basically had my first everything with hes my prince charming and i wouldnt want yo change that even tho i had a teen pregnancy im okay i believe everything happens for a reason and i dont think or doubt that liam was a mistake hes more of a miracle a lovely one

6weeks past

Niall: come here liam ! Dont touch those you might get a boo boo !

Liam: but it shinny daddy

Niall: no lets go to bed its late !

Liam: wokay

Niall: good boy

I set him to bed in his room and went to nelisa she hasnt been feeling well all weekend shes been puking constantly .. Feeling light headed im going to bring her to the dokter i cant have my girl be in so much pain it hurts me .. I bring her food she only takes a couple bites .. Its making me sad.. I walked into the room hearing her soft snoring and tissue all over the ground i picked them up and put them into the trash can and grabbe my sweat pants while i was at it .. I changed in the bathroom and came back out .. Nelisa was still in the same position i had last seen her i wnet into the bed and held her close hearing and feeling ehr heart beat with every breath she took and drifted into sleep

Child : AAAAAHHWEHEHEHHEEHEHH MAMMAA DADAAYYY WHEEHEHHEHE

i woke up screaming and crying i looked at my alarm clock seeing into was only 3 am

Nel: i'll go get him she said yawning

Ni: no nel u sleep u need the rest babe c'mon let me go

Nel: okay

I walked out the room after kissing her hot forehead and made my way to liam's room

Ni: hey bae whats wrong*picks him up out of crib /bed*

Li: i bad dream *hicup* *cries again*

Niall: shhhh shhhh shh wanna sleep with mummy and i ?

Li: uhu .. He looked at me with his teary eyes

Ni: shhhs hshh i cradled him in my arms and walked back to my shared room with nelly

She opened her eyes the moment i walked in with liam i carried him to the bed and set him down in the middle he cuddled up to his mum guess he missed her she did the same to it waas cute

Ni: nell im bringging you to the doc tomorrow

Nel: but i

Ni: we go tomorrow nell

Nel: okay

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