Multifandom Reader and OC inserts

Bring me to Life (Criminal Minds x Genius!Reader)

a/n- Hello :) . This is my first one. Tell me what you thought about it in the comments and feel free to point out any mistakes I might have made, so I can correct them. Thank you and I hope you enjoy.

Disclaimer: I do not own Criminal Minds or any of it's characters.

How can you see into my eyes

like open doors?

Leading you down into my core

where I've become so numb.

Spencer's POV:

Something has been troubling (y/n).  

She says she's fine but I don't believe it. I've seen this happen before. She doesn't want to show it but I can see right through her. And about 87% of the people who bottle up their feelings for too long end up having a breakdown.(a/n- I have no idea if this is correct but it just sounded like something Spencer would say) I don't want that to happen to her. I care about her.

Without a soul,

My spirit's sleeping somewhere cold

Until you find it there and lead

It back home.

Your POV:

She's gone. My sister's gone. The one who believed in me, the one who trusted that I could cope with emotion, even with my fear of feeling, for fear of getting rejected again. People did not handle my high IQ well. Even I didn't know how to handle it. I also have a low EQ. She was my anchor. And now she's gone and I don't know what to do. I'm lost.

Wake me up inside,

Wake me up inside,

Call my name and

Save me from the dark.

Derek's POV:

(y/n) passes by me. I say "Hey" but she just keeps walking. She's been very strange lately. Like She's trying to act emotionless. She is shutting us all out and I don't know why. I'm worried about her. Something happened between last week and this one and she won't let us in. I have to help her. Whatever it is, it's bad enough for her to put up these walls and I won't let her go through it alone. 

Bid my blood to run,

before I come undone.

Save me from the

nothing I've become.

Hotch's POV:

Those who don't know her would pass it off as her being antisocial or just rude, but I know her and I know it's something deeper than that. (y/n) might have a low EQ, but she is not like this. She isn't cold or emotionless. She has emotion, but she doesn't know how to deal with it. So when something causes her strong emotions, she avoids it until she no longer can. Something has happened and I'm gonna figure out what it was.

Now that I know what I'm without,

You can't just leave me.

Breathe into me and make me real.

Bring me to life.

Your POV:

Walking to my desk, I grab my notebook and a picture falls out of it. It's a picture of us. Me and my sister, smiling and playing poker. I remember that day like it was yesterday. She was showing me how to play. We ended up not knowing who won, because we were laughing so hard about something she said, we dropped everything we were holding in our hands, cards included. I loved that day. I loved her.

I start to feel tears burning in my eyes. I lost her. I will never see her smile again, never hear her terrible jokes.

I forget where I am as I start remembering all the moments we went through together, and a tear escapes my eye.

I suddently remember my surroundings, as I look up and notice Derek is looking at me. I wipe my tear away and leave the room.

Wake me up inside,

Wake me up inside,

Call my name and

save me from the dark.

Bid my blood to run, 

before I come undone.

Save me from the nothing I've become.

Your POV:

After I left the room I went outside.

Now I'm just trying to keep it together the best I can.

I look behind me and see Derek looking at me. He sees the look in my eyes and just hugs me. Suddently I can feel the walls I built up come crashing down, as I break down crying.

"She... She's gone... My s-sister's gone and she is never coming back". He just rubs circles in my back and says "It's alright, baby girl. Everything's gonna be alright. I got you.".

"We all do. You're not alone." I hear Hotch say, and look up to see the whole team there to support me. A family, even though part of it is now gone.