The Impossibly Stubborn Luna

Chapter 13

We walked into the woods for quite awhile, I just took in my surroundings I loved nature it was so simple yet so beautiful, though my thighs started to ache.

I should probably check to see if they need stitches, seeing as I have no clue who found me.

I didn't notice that Liam stopped so I bump right into his back and I am met with sparks dancing through my veins. I pull back not wanting to tempt him or myself. So I go and find a nice spot to sit, right by an old oak overlooking the town the view was breathtaking I couldn't take my eyes off it.

"Why won't you tell me why you hurt yourself?" Say Liam angrily.

" because something's are not meant for you to know." I whisper sadly.

"I as an alpha demand you to tell me!" He roared.

I simply sighed and ignored him focusing on the clouds passing by.

" why do you feel the need to hurt yourself it is pathetic, what could possibly be wrong in your life. You are such a drama queen all you want is to crave attention you disgust me. There are people with big problems but you who have none are doing this I can't believe you." He says every word like its poison.

He doesn't know anything and so I laugh he I so clueless for an alpha.

(Flashback 3 years ago)

We arrive home from my brothers funeral, dad is drunk again mom is whoring it up with the neighbors. So I am left alone.

Why'd he have to leave they blame it on me you know they say everything that bad happened was because of me. We used to be such a happy family but Ryan's death broke this family.

I run to my room unable to contain the tears but am met with arms around my mouth holding me forcefully.

I yell and scream but it's no use.

"Hello darling your brother isn't here to stop me so it's time me and you had a little fun." Says my brothers best friend Parker.

No no no this can't be happening
Parker drags me to the bed and ties me to it but not before stripping me bare, he yells things like ugly fat. But my parents don't come, they probably hear but just don't care.

"Now, don't squirm darling it will only make matters worst." He says in a singsong voice.

I just want him to get done with it and leave but sadly he doesn't instead he tortures me, he beats me he cuts me anything and everything but his torture wasn't just physical but mental too. He took my worst insecurities and magnified them by a million.

But I'm the third night that's when he truly broke me. Parker râped me that night and left.
It was horrible I have never seen so much blood. That's when I began to cut. That's when my world came crashing down.

(End of flashback)

"WHY DONT YOU EVER LISTEN, are you brain dead? You are pathetic why would you do that to yourself people have it much worse than you. I am disgusted that you cut. Why did I get paired with someone so weak." Liam spat.

I felt hurt. Just when I was piecing back myself he broke me with just a few words, I know I am weak and pathetic and everything he says but when he says it I want so hard to disagree even if what I have to say I certainly not true about myself because I am everything he says.