Mistakes That Cut Deeply💔

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      I cannot, for the life of me, understand how I led myself to this point. I never imagined this could possibly happen to me. I was in denial. My mind craved her, and my heart? Well you know how that goes. I guessed it would eventually take its course if Des kept this up. We had vows to live up to, vows to live by and die by. It was only right that I held up my end and trusted that she would do the same.

     Des was a virgin when I first met her. She was a good girl, a lost yet spiritual woman, but she wasn't sure about what religious values she believed in. She grew up in a Christian church and a Christian home, so that is mostly what she followed in. Now, I'd taken plenty of girls virginities before, and I didn't think that taking hers would be any different. I guess I was wrong because you truly cannot  judge a book by its cover.

       I could still remember the day the we read our vows to each other, the vows that I knew from the beginning would ruin her, but I let my greed mind takeover instead of my altruistic heart. That was the biggest mistake I made by allowing it to happen. If I could turn back the hands of time, in that particular moment, I would have saved a woman's heart, the woman that I grew to love then hate. I would have saved myself the regret that I am now filled with because she is the woman that ended the vows that I now wish I never created.

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