Destruction || Harry Styles

Chapter 5

Songs for the chapter.

How Ya' Doin - Little Mix

Fix You - Coldplay

Jenna's POV

Harry has been calling me nonstop for the past week and I have had to resort to leaving my phone at home whenever I go out.

After what he did last week I refuse to talk to him ever again. I thought he was different, he seemed kind and thoughtful but really he is a manwhore like the rest of the guys I know.

I was in the gym, trying to build up my strength after spending nearly three days lead in a bed in hospital and I felt pretty weak from not moving my muscles.

My phone buzzed in my pocket. I had it with me today so that I could listen to some music.

I knew it was him texting me again.

'Jen, can you please just answer me and let me explain myself.'

I had enough of him calling and texting me nonstop so I rang his mobile.

"What the fuck do you want Harry, I'm kinda busy." I hissed.

"I wanted to apologise." He sighed.

"Go ahead. It's not like I'm actually going to forgive you." I snapped.

"I didn't have a girl over. My grandmother came to visit me Jenna." He said.

I felt kind of bad. He hadn't actually been with a girl he had his grandmother over.

"Jenna? Are you still there?" Harry asked.

I started to laugh.

"Why are you laughing Jenna?"

"Because it's fucking funny." I giggled.

"How?" Harry questioned.

With that I gave out a sigh. "I'm sorry." Harry began to speak but I cut him off anyway, "I am sorry for accusing you of kicking me out because I thought you had a girl over, I guess I just wanted to feel like I wasn't second best for once in my life."

"Oh Jenna, you could never be second best." Harry replied.

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"So are you excited for your holiday?" I asked Leigh.

She shrugged. "I don't know, I am but I'm nervous."

We were sat in my kitchen catching up with each other, I had told her what had gone on with Harry and how I had realise I was being a judge mental asshole and that he genuinely was a nice guy.

"Why are you nervous?" I questioned her.

"I guess I'm nervous because this is the first real relationship I have ever had with a guy." She sighed.

"Well, I'd give you some advise but I'm not very good on that field either. If it's a fuck and leave kinda thing then I'm all ears, but if you want some advise on lovey dovey shit then forget it. Relationships aren't my thing." Leigh rolled her eyes at my reply.

I knew that she hated she had a best friend with no relationship experience at all, but she was just going to have to live with it. I have told her time and time again that I wasn't into that kind of thing, bad experiences in the past have shown me that love never lasts forever and even if people say it does, there is always an underlying problem in the relationship they have with someone.

That is why I vouched to never fall in love with someone again, and make sure no one fall's in love with me.

"You'll be fine Leigh. Just do what normal couples do."

But what does a normal couple do and how should I know? Sometimes I feel sad that I can't trust anyone enough to give my love to them or let them love me, but that is just the way that I was made, people have earn't my trust before and then they destroyed it.

After talking with Leigh for about 10 more minutes there was a knock at my front door. Groaning I hopped down from my seat and opened the door.

Harry's POV

"Hey Jenna." I smiled.

"What are you doing here Harry?" She groaned.

"It is a pleasure to see you too Jenna, I was looking for Leigh." I chuckled, pushing past Jenna slightly and walking into the hallway.

I found Leigh sat on a stool in Jenna's kitchen, a cup of tea in her hand and a digestive biscuit set down on the counter next to it.

"I came to talk to you about Jake." I smiled as I sat down in the stool next to her.

Her eyes shot up at the mention of his name. "What happened. Is he okay?"

I nodded. "Yeah, he's fine. He wanted me to talk to you about your holiday."

I looked over my shoulder to see Jenna leaning against the doorframe, looking at me with a questioning look on her face.

"Well, Harry could you please hurry up, I was kind of having a girly chat with Leigh." Jenna moaned.

I ignored Jenna and averted my attention back to Leigh.

"Jake wanted to know if it would be okay if it's not just you and him on your holiday. He wanted to know if I could go with you as well because I'm his best friend and he felt nervous about taking you by himself."

Jenna cleared her throat behind me and walked around the table and stood infront of me and Leigh. "Um, hello. Why can't I come as well, I am Leigh's best friend. She will need some moral support too."

"Yeah, that's fine." I smiled.

"Just putting this out there Harry, I know you fancy the pants off me, but don't even think for a second that we will be getting together on this holiday. Okay." Jenna planted one hand on her hip and I could feel my cheeks heating up. I didn't fancy her a lot... I didn't fancy her at all.

"In your dream's Jen." I remarked.

She cocked her eyebrow at me and winked before storming out of the room.

"You so totally like each other." Leigh whispered once Jenna was out of earshot.

"No we do not." I grunted.

"Oh Harry, you innocent boy. If you guys so much as kiss on this holiday I will not be surprised one bit. It will happen either way." she giggled.

"I thought you told me to stay away from her." I inquired.

"Only if she didn't feel the same way, you might be what she needs Harry. You could be the plaster to her wounds." With that Leigh left me sat in the kitchen by myself, wondering what was to come of the holiday I would embark on in a few days.

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Hey guys, so this is the next chapter i hope you like it. I have written the next 4 chapters but I will post them up in due course and not all at once. Hope you have had a great week, ITS THE HOLIDAYS NEXT WEEK! I get two whole weeks off school yayay x

Hope you have a lovely Easter and get plenty of chocolates x