Destruction || Harry Styles

Chapter 8

Song's for the chapter.

I wont give up - Jason Mraz

Fix You - Coldplay

Doesn't Mean Anything -Alicia Keys

Harry's POV

I kissed her.

I can't actually believe I kissed her.

In some way's I regret it, but Jenna didn't push me off, if she had I would have totally understood.

Technically we didn't kiss but our lips touched which for me is good enough.

I know that I must sound like a teenage boy talking about some silly little crush he had on a girl, but I am genuinely happy and -in a strange way- proud of myself for kissing her.

I just hoped she was okay about it, she seemed to keep her feelings inside a lot and I was hoping she would let them out.

The hot water ran over my body as I stood in the shower, releasing the tenseness from my muscles and relaxing me a little more, I was going to have to talk to her once I got out of the shower, we were sharing a room together as much as she hated it.

I finished showering and got dressed as fast as I could, I rubbed a towel over my head and pushed my hair back into place, it was damp but it dried fast.

I opened the bathroom door and walked out into our room.

Jenna was sat on the bed watching TV, her shoes were on the floor along with her jacket whilst she sat on the bed wearing her jeans and grey t-shirt.

She didn't even glance at me as I sat on the bed next to her. "Alright?" I asked as I swung both of my legs up and onto the bed to sit in the same position as her.

She nodded.

"Do you wanna talk about it?"

"No, I don't want to fucking talk about it. I don't feel anything towards you, we will never be together." She snapped.

Jenna moved forward and turned to face me.

"I can't do this again, I'm sorry." She murmured. Jenna brought a hand up to her eyes and rubbed over them before placing her hand back on her lap and knotting her fingers together.

"Tell me whats wrong." I replied. I moved towards Jenna and wrapped my arms around her. She struggled at first but the lent into my chest and sobbed.

"Have you ever been in love before?" She asked in between sobs.

I shook my head. I had loved some of the girls that I had been out with in the past, but I had never been in love so deeply that they were the only thing I wanted in the whole world.

"I have been in love before." Jenna sobbed. "And it destroyed me" I tried to console the crying girl beneath me as much as I could, but I knew that getting her to open up and let her guard down was going to be harder than I had intended.

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Jenna's POV

I was angry with myself for breaking down in front of Harry like that. I had shown my vulnerable side and because of that I had to get out.

I left the room and made my way to the hotel reception. On my way I passed a few families, the children clinging onto their parents sides desperately asking them for chocolate of some sort, only to be scolded by the mother or father and told they had had enough chocolate already.

I arrived at the reception and sat down at the grand piano in the middle of the lobby. It was plain white but grand all the same. My fingers found their ways to the keys and I began to play. I hadn't played the piano in about 4 years but as my fingers passed over the keys, I began to feel more and more like the 18 year old girl that I used to be. Before I became who I am today.