Songs for the chapter.
Don't Bring Me Down - Rizzle Kicks
She Will Be Loved - Maroon 5
Harry's POV
6:29.
I was pacing up and down the hall waiting for Jenna to arrive.
We were going to the airport today for our holiday.
I have been extremely nervous for this holiday after talking to Leigh about it, her words kept replaying in my head and I felt like I was becoming paranoid about the whole situation.
'If you guys so much as kiss on this holiday I will not be surprised one bit. It will happen either way.'
'You might be what she needs Harry. You could be the plaster to her wounds.'
Nothing was going to ever happen between us though, she had made it clear from the start and no matter how much I wanted what Jenna said to be true. I just couldnt stay away from her. My every thought directed back to her or the snide comment she would make about something. She was like a class 'A' drug and I was pretty much addicted.
I heard a knock on the door a few moments later, and opened the door quickly.
There she was, she turned to look at me as the wind blew in her hair, she wore a long grey cardigan and a white t-shirt. She sent me a smile before pushing past me and standing in the hallway.
"Excited?" She asked, I followed her into my living room as she placed her large bag on the sofa and sat down.
"Yeah, you?" I replied.
Jenna nodded. She rummaged through her bag before pulling out her iPhone and typing something into it.
"Leigh said they'll meet us at the airport." She sighed before standing up and grabbing her bag.
We made our way out of the door, I locked the door and watched as Jenna walked off to her car. It was a small Ford Focus in the colour violet, it was clearly a brand new car but I just wondered where Jenna had gotten the money to buy herself one, although she probably had it bought for her by a family member.
She returned with a large suitcase and gave it to me so I could lift it into my Range Rover.
The drive to the airport wasn't as painful as I thought it could be. We made small talk however I was focusing on driving whilst Jenna was on her phone.
We arrived at the airport and met Jake and Leigh before checking in and making our way through security.
"Harry and Jenna you have to sit next to each other, that's fine right?" Leigh asked.
"Yeah." Jenna groaned as she pulled her phone out of her pocket and pushed her headphones into her ears.
We were sat at the gate waiting to board the plane. Jake had gone to get some sandwiches from the subway in the food court, whilst me, Jenna and Leigh sat and waited for them to call us for the flight.
"What exactly are we doing on this holiday?" I asked Leigh.
She smiled before replying, "Well, me and Jake have a few things planned. You guys can tag along if you want, or you could do your own stuff."
Jenna looked up from her phone and groaned again, "I can't believe you are making me spend a whole 4 hours sat next to posh boy." She said, nodding towards me.
"The feeling is mutual." I replied. Although it wasn't mutual. I felt something for her and it sure as hell wasn't a kind of hatred. It was a kind of love you would have for your sister. I just prayed it didn't develop into something more than that.
"You aren't making us share a room are you?" Jenna inquired.
Leigh looked to the floor and bit her lip, "Well..." she trailed off.
Jenna groaned yet again before turning away from me and Leigh and placing her headphones back in her ears and blocking us out.
Jake arrived back with the sandwiches around ten minutes later, he handed them out to us before taking a seat next to Leigh.
I sat and watched as the two of them proceeded to feed each other their food. Is this what couples do? Feed each other? Jake smiled as Leigh kissed him on the lips and then his gaze turned to me. He nodded before adverting his gave back to Leigh and staring into her eyes.
Is that what love is? That no matter how silly or strange it may be that you will love that certain person unconditionally and do whatever you can to make them happy. Whether it was feeding them a sandwich or looking after them when they were ill.
I didn't have any experience of love, I hadn't experienced it before and I wanted to. I wanted to know what it felt like waking up in the morning next to the person that you loved, making them breakfast doing everything you can for them and them doing the same thing back.
Just as my thoughts were way to deep on the subject of 'Love' they called us for the flight and we boarded the plane with practically no wait at all.
Jenna took the seat by the window and I sat beside her. Jake and Leigh were sat in front of us arms wrapped around each others waists, mimicking a toddler cuddling their favourite teddy bear and never letting go.
"Oh fuck." Jenna exclaimed, as we took off.
"What's wrong?" I asked as I turned in my seat to look at her.
"Fucking TV's broke." She groaned before throwing the headphones onto her lap.
"Do you want to use mine? We can watch a film together if you want." I smiled.
Jenna nodded. I plugged my headphones into the socket on the side of the seat and handed Jenna one of the buds.
I felt Jenna lean into my shoulder, her body was small yet warm and her bones fit perfectly with mine.
We decided on the film Endless Love, I was a sucker for love films but I wasn't going to tell Jenna that, she would probably mock me or call me a girl.
"This is a really good film." Jenna chimed.
"Yeah, it is." I smiled down at her only to have her return the smile.
Time passed and the film was coming to an end, we had only spoken to Jake and Leigh a few times but by now they had fallen asleep, arms still wrapped around each other tightly. But we only had two hours of the flight left so we decided we would watch to the end of the film and then try and get some sleep as we had gotten up fairly early this morning.
Jenna shifted in her seat and rested her head on my shoulder, her eyes locked with mine for a few seconds before she turned away and continued watching what was happening on screen.
I could hear her breathing heavily and I was too, my cheeks were most probably bright crimson from embarrassment.
Jenna continued watching the film without even noticing that my face was the colour of blood. I sighed and carried on watching the film with her and soon enough the credits had started rolling.
"I guess we should get some sleep." I yawned.
I looked down to see Jenna fast asleep on my shoulder. Her mouth slightly open as she breathed and her eyelids shut, she looked like Snow White. Peaceful and beautiful.
As I closed my eyes I felt Jenna's hands wrap around my waist. Part of me wanted to push her off, for my own sake. But I decided not too.
I closed my eyes and placed my arm over hers.
She needed to be loved.
That was exactly what I was going to do.
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