EnemyXEnemy. kth x jjk

Chapter 15

jjk POV

It's been a couple days since... well you know. And no I don't mean sex, I mean when Tae and I cuddled. Thought sex wouldn't be bad either.. haha what am I thinking.

He probably thought that my sleepy self pulled him into a cuddle but I wonder how he'd react if I told him that I actually purposely intended to do that while I was 100% awake.

I've really been thinking for the past couple days.

I've been thinking why I've been feeling this way towards him. I mean we're known to hate eachother. Why is it all of a sudden different? Why do I want to hug him whenever I see him? Why is it that whenever I look at his face or talk to him, I want to kiss him? Now I think I finally know...

I like Kim Taehyung..

I wouldn't have thought that'd be possible. But I want to embrace him, touch him, kiss him, just to be be here with him is enough.

But now that I'm more aware of my feelings, I've been feeling a little awkward when I'm around him. I mean I've never really like anyone like how I like Taehyung, so...

kth POV

Lately Jeongguk has been acting weird. I mean he's always weird but like weirder then usual.

Like it's almost like he's nervous, but only around me.

Usually when I need to talk to someone I'll talk with Minah. She usually gets what I mean.

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Jeongguk and Jian decided to go out but stuff while Minah and I stayed at home.

I walked downstairs and saw Minah wiping the counter.

"A-ah Noona? Can I talk with you?" I asked standing across from her, fiddling with my fingers.

"Sure what is it?" She smiled and took a seat and as did I.

"Ok well.... so uhh.. my friend is telling that his roommate is all of a sudden being awkward towards him. Why do you think his roommate is being awkward?" I tried making it sound it wasn't Jeongguk I was talking about, but of course Minah looked at me like she could see right through my lie.

"This is about Jeongguk isn't it?" She smirked.

"N-no.... yes.." I blushed and looked away.

"Hah.. well why do you think is making him feel awkward, did something happen between you guys?" She asked

"Well a couple days ago, I woke up with Jeongguk cuddling me, and later he hugged me and said he was tempted to."

"And now all of a sudden he's awkward around you?"

"Ya.. do you think that he hates me even more now?" I asked a little worried, even though I should be used to Jeongguk hating me but for some reason, the thought of his hating me, makes my heart ache.

Minah just laughed..

"W-what?" My fave burned embarrassed.

"Mian mian, I doubt he hates you to be honest." She wiped her eye from laughing so much.

"Then why is he like this?!" I whine.

"Hmm well.... as much as I want to tell you, you gotta figure it in your own. But I can guarantee he doesn't hate you, I'm positive about it actually. But for now, if he's awkward or trying to avoid you, try talking with him, or make it easy for him to talk to you, or even starting conversations with him." She smiled and patted my head. Noons always does that, though it's something you'd do to a pet, I didn't mind since it made me feel reassured.

The front door had opened and Jeongguk and Jian finally arrived.

I hopped off my chair, and walked towards the hallway since the door was down that way.

"What did ya guys buy?" I asked curious.

jjk POV

"What did ya guys buy?" Taehyung asked curious.

He stood in front of me, looking so cute with his head tilted to the side.

Since I'm taller he had to look up at me.. dammit he makes it harder to control myself.

"N-nothing just some like shampoo, toilet paper and stuff like that." I looked away from is cute puppy dog eyes as my eye brow twitched and walked pass him. Setting the stuff down and Minah picking it up and bring it somewhere else, probably putting it where it should be.

I started walking towards the balcony and slid the clear sliding door open, closing it behind me.

It was cooler today, and I liked the cool breeze bristling through my hair.

I walked to the front edge of the balcony, leaning my upper body down a bit, letting my arms rest on metal balcony railing, closing my eyes and just letting myself relax.

I need it anyways since I've been kinda distancing myself from Taehyung.

I don't want him to think I hate him but I just don't know what to do when I'm around him. I worry over nothing.

The sun was setting, the breeze getting cooler, but I didn't mind, and I didn't move my position since it was quite comfortable. My eyes still closed.

I took a deep breath in, and exhaling out.

I wonder if Taehyung likes me back...
It'd be nice .
Hah, I shouldn't be giving myself false hope.
It'll just hurt me in the end.

Chapters have been kinda long lately.. I hoped you enjoyed the chapter!! Also pls comment!!! I always read your comments!! I luh y'all!
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