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Chapter 35

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Minho POV

It was almost too obvious I'd come back to my parents still babying Taehyung.

Why did I even agree to come back. Did I actually think mom and dad would love me again? Did I actually think I'd come back as a new person?

Cause fuck, I couldn't be more wrong.

Ya I know, what I did to Taehyung was screwed up as fuck. Looking back at my regretful past, I can't believe I despised him so much to where I let my teen age friends lay their hands on my 12 year old brother.

Disgusting...

I should be sent to jail. I hate myself for that.

Why do I keep acting like I hate him still? Why do I still treat him like trash on the side of the rode?

My brain just thinks it's doing something right, but deep down, I know I want to change.

But Minah and Jeongguk already hate me. They took his side without knowing my side of the story.

You may say, ya well that's still no excuse for what you did to your brother. Ya you don't think I fucking know that? I'm not using at as an excuse. I just want people to hear me out.

To notice and give at least a second of attention.

Being ignored by my family and then my best friend I thought I could trust feels like? At the time, my young self just,

Gave up. I thought the whole world was against me.

I wanted to kill myself.

So fucking bad.

But I was a coward, still am.

Everyday, I wake up, hoping today may be my final day.

Couple years ago I finally decided to get some help for my sadness deep inside me. Making me lazy, inactive.

I was diagnosed with depression.

They told me to take pills to help my depression not be so bad, but I threw those out years ago.

And every time I see Taehyung, it just triggers the depression.

I feel guilt and shame. He's my brother, I was supposed to protect him. But I failed to even be a brother.

I'm done with my sissy attitude. It's enough now.

I'm an adult and I need to act like one.

I need to talk with Taehyung.

I'm not expecting forgiveness.
But it's time I apologize. Probably too late for that.

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