Have you ever been different? Even with your own friends you didn't feel entirely comfortable. Have they left you alone because you constantly fake a smile and tell them I'm fine so they don't worry about you? So they leave you by yourself thinking you'll be okay, when you're not. Have you ever introduced two groups of friends to each other but they like each other more than they like you? Have you ever been given the burden of carrying multiple people's problems as a normal thing? Have you ever crawled through hell on your knees with demons chasing you without telling the people you trust because you don't want to make them sad? I live there every day and I am shattering from the inside out and no one's coming to save me. That's why I saved myself. I salvaged my life and climbed to a higher level of happiness where I feel safe and comfortable with talking. I'm finally safe.
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Poetrya series of stories following my life in vague detail and filling my pain and sorrow and love into the world
