You never know

Love

It's a soft feeling of never knowing how you're going to be surprised, but when you are it was expected the whole time. When you welcome someone into your life you're not friends straight away. That takes time and effort. You could meet them through people or because of some odd circumstance of being in the right place at the right time or a mixture. When you hook them onto the conversation once, maybe as they walk past you it becomes easier for them to show up again. Eventually you find out about their quirks, their flaws any insecurities and become immersed in a fascinating story involving twists and turns. It's always been hard to get to that place with people and it takes far too long, but once you get there you may not be satisfied, you want to keep on going. Beyond the boundary. You want them to know you. You want them to trust you. The same way you know and trust them. You want them to know how it feels because of how beautiful it is. You want them to know how much you care about them, because once they feel the same way...

You won't be alone anymore.

I want that more than anything! I don't want him to be alone either. We've both been through hardships that are indescribable. We felt pain. We lost things. And I know we could make each other happy. He's the only one I trust enough to be with. He understands me and I understand him.

I just don't want to be alone anymore.