There was a sparkle in her eyes that no darkness could dull. Within them was color that bettered a life viewed in black and white. They continue to do so but something has gone wrong. It's strange how that sweet smile could make one ache while being irresistible. Even the tears that build up and block my vision when my mind wanders off to what we were, couldn't blur the beauty I find in her and I'm unsure if that should be concerning. The words she spoke echo in my head as they've kept my heart beating and breaking all at once. I've been longing to be in her comforting arms since the last time I saw her. I miss holding the hand that got me through hell. My heart contains the endless love I have to offer, but it mustn't have been quite enough. It never is. And that might be what makes me question everything. The secrets that would crawl around in the deep darkness of the shadows around me were left with her and that seems to be haunting me, now that we haven't spoken much. How can a soul so beautiful cause another to feel this lost? I love every part of her unconditionally and that could quite possibly be the problem.
I don't know how to fall out of this love.
Beauty is pain though, right?
N.W.
