Am I Enough...JiKook

Chapter Two: Confusion

*After Jimin and Kookie made love in the dance studio they left to go back to their hotel room to get some sleep. Luckily for them they shared a hotel room so no one would suspect anything. As they were leaving the studio, someone who was in the WorkRoom heard them laughing and giggling. They also saw them holding hands and smiling as they left...*
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The next morning..

*Kookie wakes up letting out a big yawn. He reaches his arm over to cuddle his Mochi but realizes he's not there. He calls his name..*

Kookie: "Mochi???"

*He gets no answer. Once he realized he heard water running he figured Mochi was just taking a shower or something so he rolled over and tried to go back to sleep*

*Jimin is in the bathroom with the door locked. He took a hot shower. When he got out he wrapped himself in a towel and grabbed his phone. He still couldn't get that image of Tae and Kookie hugging out of his head. So he started looking at pictures of Kookie and Tae when they were dating on social media. Jimin was obviously still insecure about Tae and Kookie's relationship. He felt insecure because not only did Kookie cheat on him with Tae, but they went public with their relationship. When Kookie and Jimin first started dating it was a secrete because Kookie didn't want everyone to know he had feelings for a guy, but all of a sudden he could just go public with Tae? It made no sense. Jimin felt if Kookie left him for Tae once...who says that can't happen again? So he turns on the water from the bathroom sink and calls someone who he knows will tell it like it is."

NamJoon: *Hears his phone ringing* "Hello???"

Jimin: "Hey Joon, it's Jimin. Sorry to call you so early but I really need some advice." * He says while whispering*

NamJoon: "Um...okay lol whats going on hyung?"

Jimin: "Wait...before I tell you PROMISE ME you won't judge me...and tell Jin not to judge me either"

NamJoon: "Why would Jin judge you?"

Jimin: "Just tell him not to judge me, I know he's next to you ease dropping like always."

*Both NamJoon and Jin laughed. Jin puts NamJoon's phone on speaker*

Jin: " I won't judge you (lol)" *he says while laughing*

NamJoon: "Fine Jimin (lol) we won't judge you. Now what's going on?"

Jimin: "I'm...dating someone.."

Jin: "You and Yoongi are back together???"

Jimin: "What!? No Jin! Im dating someone new...we dated before but broke up because he cheated on me a year ago. We just got back together two weeks ago but I don't know if I'm going to be enough for him."

*Namjin sat in silence for 10 minutes trying to process all of this NEW information"

Jin: "Wait...you're telling us...that after you and Yoongi broke up...you started dating someone new, for lord knows how long, then yall broke up because he cheated. Now yall back together for only, two weeks...but you don't know if you're enough for him??"

Jimin: "Yes..."

Jin: "This sounds like a damn soap opera..."

Jimin: "You guys I'm serious! I need some real advice. How do I know he won't go and cheat on me with Tae again!"

*Jimin gasps as he realized what just came out of his mouth. He covered his mouth with his hand hoping NamJoon and Jin didn't hear him say that*

Jin: "Oh hold up!! CHEAT ON YOU WITH TAE???AGAIN??? YOU'RE DATING JUNGKOOK???"

NamJoon: " I KNEW IT! I KNEW IT! Yall were way too touchy feely"

*Jimin buries his head in his hands. He knows he just fucked up*

Jimin: "OMG! You guys please don't tell Yoongi or Hobi about this. Pleaseee. Kookie doesn't want everyone to know yet."

NamJoon: "Why? He told all of us when he started dating Tae.."

*Jin slapped NamJoon's shoulder. Jimin got quiet and felt his eyes swelling up*

NamJoon: "I didn't mean it like that hyung..."

Jimin: "No your right. That's why I'm not sure if this is going to work. Why doesn't he want everybody to know we're together like he did with him and Tae???"

Jin: "Before we start assuming things...have you talked to him about that? Maybe he has a valid reason for waiting to tell everyone about you guys"

Jimin: "But he was barely dating Tae and they told the world about their relationship..."

NamJoon: "Maybe he's worried about Yoongi..."

*Jimin stares at his phone*

Jimin: "Why in the hell would Kookie worry about Yoongi???"

NamJoon: "I mean when you were dating, it was a bit weird for everybody at first. Plus he knows Yoongi was you're first love and your first..ya know.."

Jin: "True..maybe he's a bit insecure about you two. Talkkkkkkkkkk to himmmmmmmmm"

Jimin: "Okay fine fine, I'll talk to him when he wakes up. But please you guys, do not tell anybody about me and Kookie. Let us figure our shit out first ok?

NamJin: "Fineeeeee"

*Jimin hangs up the phone and starts thinking about his relationship with Kookie, and Tae's relationship with Kookie. He went back to looking at their pictures on social media. He felt his eyes filling back up with water. Then suddenly he heard a knock at the door*

Kookie: "Mochi..? You okay baby?"

*Jimin hurries and wipes his eyes.*

Jimin: "Yea, I'm fine...I'll be out in a minute"

*Unsure if he really believed Jimin was ok, Kookie goes and sits on the edge of the bed waiting for Jimin. Jimin looks himself in the mirror as he washes his face. He says to himself...*

Jimin: "...Just ask him Jimin...you have to know why  he chose to go public with Tae and not you...Just ask him..."

*Jimin throws on some joggers and long white T-shirt. He takes a deep breath, then walks out of the bathroom and slowly walks over to Kookie. He sits next to him and holds his hands. Kookie is confused at what's going on*

Kookie: "You ok Mochi? What's wrong?"

*Jimin looks deep into Kookie's eyes, as he tries with all his might not to start crying, and says...*

Jimin: "Why Kookie?"

*Kookie looks even more confused then before*

Kookie: "Why what? What are you talking about?"

Jimin: "Why Tae?"

*Kookie froze. He was literally lost for words. He never talked to Jimin about this and thought he would never have to. Until now*
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That is the end of Chapter Two. I hopeyou all enjoyed. Make sure you are ready chapter 3, it's ganna get juicy. Make sure you leave a vote and a comment and let me know what you think will happen next! Until next time 💋👋🏾

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