Am I Enough...JiKook

Chapter Six: It's Complicated

*While Jimin sits in the car on his way to the hotel, he had no choice but to feel guilty. He knew he owed it to Kookie to tell him what happened with him and Yoongi, but he didn't know if he could. He unlocked his phone and started looking at pictures of him and Kookie. *

*While he was scrolling through their photos he couldn't stop smiling. He felt his eyes starting to fill up with water as the feeling of guilt built up more. As he got towards the end of his photo album...he saw an old picture of him and Yoongi that he forgot to delete*

*Once he saw that picture the tears immediately started to fall down his cheeks. All of his feelings for Yoongi were rushing back and he didn't know what to do about it. He wiped his eyes and closed his phone. Jimin knew Kookie was better for him. Kookie was more affectionate, talkative, romantic, and knew when to take charge. Yoongi, however kept Jimin on his toes. He was unpredictable. He was dark and mysterious. He was a challenge. And even though Jimin didn't want to admit it, a part of him missed that. Plus, unlike Kookie, Yoongi didn't care about people knowing about him and Jimin dating. Jimin knew that he couldn't feel this way about Yoongi anymore. He wanted to make things work with Kookie. Suddenly he got a text*

"Kookie❤️: Hey, just wanted to check on you. Will you be back soon?"

*Jimin responded by saying..*

"Mochi😈: Yea, I'm on my way now...I love you Kookie..."

"Kookie❤️: I love you too Mochi ❤️😙"

*Once Jimin pulls up to the hotel he opens up his phone to the camera to check his face to make sure he has no dry tears or anything. He grabs his bag and gets on the elevator. Still thinking about everything that happened he's debating if he should tell Kookie or not. *

Jimin: *Says to himself* "Why is this such a hard decision?? Yoongi doesn't even want to be with me, he was just trying to fuck with my head like he always did..."

*At that point Jimin knew he wanted to give his all to Kookie. But there was one thing he needed Kookie to do in order for Jimin to be 100% committed. As he got to his floor and walked to his hotel room...he took a deep breath before he slowly opened the door. He saw Kookie sitting on one of the beds looking at his phone. His hair looked a little wet like he recently got out of the shower.*

Jimin: "Im back..."

*Kookie looked up at Jimin with a forced smile. Even though he was happy to see Jimin, he knew he still had to tell him what was really on his mind*

Kookie: "Hey..."

*Jimin could tell something was wrong. He sat his bag down and walked over to Kookie*

Jimin: "Is something wrong Kookie..?"

*Kookie sighed as he looked up into Jimin's eyes*

Kookie: "I'm still jealous Mochi..."

*Jimin's mouth hangs open due to shock*

Jimin: "Still jealous? Of what? What are you talking about?"

Kookie: "You and Yoongi. I tried to swallow my pride and be ok with you two talking again but...I cant. I know he has a thing for you and it drives me crazy. I know I have no right to be upset considering how bad I messed up in the past but I don't think I can ever be comfortable with you two being alone together."

*Jimin sits frozen next to Kookie. Again he's at a loss for words. He never heard Kookie talk so passionately about their relationship like this. At this point he knew that Kookie deserved to hear the truth. He places his hand on the back of Kookie's neck, just as he's about to tell Kookie what happened, he looks deep into his eyes and says..*

Jimin: "I....I...I love you Kookie, you don't have to worry about Yoongi. I only want you...I promise"

*Jimin choked. He didn't have it in him to tell Kookie the truth. After hearing Jimin say that to him, Kookie wipes his eyes before his tears could fall. He leans in close to Jimin and gives him a kiss. After Jimin gives him a kiss in return, Kookie pulled Jimin on top of him and started to kiss him more passionately. As Kookie would gently bite Jimin's bottom lip he could hear Jimin letting out soft moans. This completely took Jimin by surprise. Even though Jimin wanted to make love to Kookie, he still felt guilty about the left over feelings he had for Yoongi. So he comes up with an excuse in order to stop him and Kookie from getting intimate*

Jimin: "Wait wait Kookie, I um...I really should take a shower. I'm still kind of sweaty from rehearsal..."

*Kookie was very confused. Jimin has never turned him down. However Kookie wanted to respect Jimin's choice so he let him get up and take his shower. In the back of his mind however, he had no choice but to find that a bit weird. As Jimin went into the bathroom, he locked the door and leaned up against it. He knew he had to do something about his left over feelings for Yoongi but, he doesn't know what to do. So he pulls out his phone and text Jin...*

"Jimin: Jin...I'm in some deep shit..."
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This the end of Chapter Six. What the hell is Jimin going to do? Will he really try to forget about he and Yoongi's relationship? Will he ever tell Kookie about their interactions? I wonder what advice MamaJin is going to give to him 🤔.Well, we'll find out in Chapter Seven. Until next time, make sure you leave a comment, a vote and let me know what you think will happen next. See you next time!
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