Am I Enough...JiKook

Chapter Three: The Insecurity of Feeling Secure

*Kookie was frozen for a long time with his mouth open. Still at a loss for words, Jimin repeated himself louder, still trying not to make the tears fall from his eyes*

Jimin: "WHY TAE KOOKIE?!?"

*Kookie sighs and looks down*

Kookie: "What do you mean, 'why Tae'?"

Jimin: "Why did you CHEAT on me with Tae? And lastly why did you decide to go public with not only your sexuality but the fact that you and Tae were 'dating' after being with him for two seconds?"

Kookie: "Really Mochi...why are you bringing this up??? I thought we were past that"

Jimin: "I'm trying to get past it but I still have to know! We dated for six months Kookie...six months!! And you wanted us to keep that a secrete and I agreed because I thought we were in this together. Now we have been back together for two weeks and your still not comfortable telling people that we're a couple!"

*They both start to yell at eachother*

Kookie: "Mochi we are in this together! I just need time to process the fact that we are back together and that-"

*Jimin cuts him off as he feels the tears starting to fall down his cheeks*

Jimin: " I want to know what does he have that was SO FUCKING AMAZING THAT HE WAS ABLE TO TAKE YOUR HEART FROM ME!"

*Noticing how sad and torn Jimin is about this, Kookie holds both of Jimin's hands and looks him in the eyes..*

Kookie: "I thought...he had my heart. But I was wrong. Honestly I think I was just messed up because of how close you and Yoongi were...and I
thought I was losing your heart. So I started talking to Tae just to...air out my feelings. I was very emotional and it just happened...He never challenged me like you do. He never made me work for his affection..."

*Tears slowly kept falling from Jimin's eyes*

Kookie: "At first that's what I thought I wanted. Someone easy to please. Someone who would let me take charge all the time. I realized that was boring and safe. I wanted adventure and risk. I knew I still wanted you  the whole time I was with him."

Jimin: "Do you still love him Kookie...? Be honest.."

*Kookie wipes Jimin's tears with his thumbs as he tries not cry along with him*

Kookie: "No...I never loved him. Because you still had my heart..just like you do right now"

*Kookie wipes Jimin's tears again. He slowly pulls Jimin onto his lap and begins to passionately kiss his lips...*

Kookie: "I only want you Mochi...you have to believe that.."

*Jimin rubs his fingers through Kookie's hair and kisses his lips again. As he feels himself getting aroused the kissing gets more intense as Jimin lets out soft moans*

Jimin: "Prove it..."

*Kookie smirked at Mochi as he slowly slid his hand down the front of his joggers. He slowly kisses his neck as he begins to stroke his boyfriend. Jimin closed his eyes and bit his bottom lip. Still rubbing his hands through Kookie's hair he lets out soft moans as he feels Kookie's hand stroking him*

Jimin: "Mmm...wait wait Kookie. Even though that feels really good right now..."

*Jimin stops Kookie's hand*

Jimin: "That's not what I mean. I don't want to feel like I have to compete with Tae. I just want you to want me as I am...because who I was then is still who I am now...is that enough for you?"

Kookie: "Its more than enough baby..."

*Kookie continues to stroke Mochi as he swirls his tongue on his neck. Jimin squirms in Kookie's lap as he feels himself reaching his climax*

Jimin: "Oh fuck Kookie slow down a little bit I'm getting too close"

Kookie: *Whispers* "You told me to prove it to you right?" *He says while biting his lip*

*Jimin's breathing gets more heavy and intense. His body starts to tense up as he feels himself getting closer*

Jimin: "Shit Kookie i-im ab-about t-to.."

*Before he could finish his statement, he climaxes all over Kookie's hand as his body jerks due to pleasure*

*Kookie smirks and looks at him*

Kookie: "See...I only want you"

*Jimin passionately kisses Kookie as he says..*

Jimin: "You better(lol). Cmon..we gatta get ready for rehearsal before the guys start to suspect something."

Kookie: "Fine fine...I gatta shower first" *He kisses Jimin's forehead as he gets up to shower*

*Jimin lays back on the bed completely exhausted...but reassured. He couldnt say 100% that he believed Kookie never loved Tae, but he could at least give him a chance to prove it to him..for real*
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That is the end of Chapter 3. I know it was a bit shorter than my first two but don't worry. The rest wont be as short as this one. Thank you all for reading and I will post Chapter Four next Sunday! Make sure you leave a vote and a comment and let me know what you think will happen next! Until next time 💋👋🏾

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