(Still Phil's p.o.v)
Company- the fact or condition of being with another or others, especially in a way that provides friendship and "enjoyment".
"Hey Dan!" I said as I sat back down next to him in math. He stood silent.
"Hellooooo?" I asked. No response. I slumped into my seat and decided to write him a note..
Dan,
I'm not homophobic, in fact, I'm Pansexual. I am just not used to people wanting to be around me. I'm a big joke to everyone. I need you to believe me. You are such an adorable human, but I don't think I can ever be good enough for you or anyone. Plus, I don't want to drag you down into my slump. If you want to talk anytime here's my number: 786-768-9634 (these are random numbers plz don't contact them)
Im sorry,
Phil xo
I handed him the note and waited for him to read it, but he placed the note down on the desk and let it sit there. The note mocked me.
"He will never forgive you."
"Once again you have ruined everything."
"You seriously think a piece of paper will heal the fact that you just broke his heart?"
Leave me alone thoughts.
Class ended, and he took the note with him, but he never read it. Does he plan to read it? Is he just going to throw it away and keep ignoring me? God, I hate myself. I ended up ditching school again. I wasn't in the mood to deal with people or to keep feeling like this.
I went to the park. It has always brought me hope. I don't exactly know why, but if something so simple can make a child happy, I know I can be happy too.
I then received a text.
12:02 p.m.: meet me at the back doors of the school asap. We need to talk.
Without questioning I assumed it was Dan and did as he said, going back to the school.
Dan was inside the school waiting at the doors and I was out so I told him to just ditch to the park with me. He complied, his teacher is always too high to notice things anyway.
"I read your note." Dan started the conversation. "I understand completely because I thought the same way for a long time. I just couldn't ignore my feelings anymore, I liked you too much. That's why I always say hi but then I just say bye, I get too nervous."
"It's fine." I replied. Awkward silence once again swooped through the area till I broke it, "I should head to my flat." I said.
"Can I come along?" Dan asked. How has he not gotten the picture?
"Sure."
