The Hit You Missed

My Jealous Self

 (3 months later) I could not stop thinking about James at lunch today. Tonight I went home, without knowing anything on my homework because I could not focus all day. I don't understand why sometimes I get jealous when James hangs out with other girls. But nothing can get me mad at his charismatic smile. But his naive relationships always end quickly. James always asks pretty girls, such as Milena. Milena Wilson a pretty, red-headed girl, who was later found out liking another guy, by text.

And who knew, Valentines Day was just around the corner and James and Milena were still together. During our last class of the day I sat next to James, and he said that he didn't want to tell me something, but through these three months, which feel like magic, we had become best of friends, the kind of friends where you can trust with secrets. So after begging him to tell me, he told me, but before he did, he said to not freak out. "Fine I'll Tell You,..... (in a low whisper and he breaths through my ear, then he says) for Valentines Day I'm going to kiss Milena. As I started "freaking out" I was heartbroken.

How could he, I always knew he would like me. I thought we could have something, but I guess I was wrong. And with feeling this horrible sensation, some anonymous person texted me, this person wrote the most horrible thing to me. Who knew that the next day at school I was humiliated, thinking I had a chance with James. The only place you could find me was in the school bathroom, crying. As soon as James found out, he started looking for the person who had bullied me. 

Then he came to me and hugged me and told me that he was there for me. At that moment, I felt like nothing had happened, the Universe gave me a signal to go for him, and now I feel like I am loved. I was surely loved because James would speak to me for hours after school and I would speak to him about what I felt. And after all of this, he told me that Milena had been cheating on him and they broke up. Then there I was giving him a hug that sent him a signal from the Universe too.