New Balance | Jhené Aiko

Chapter 11_Penny

Penny~

Drake's POV

After days of considering my past actions I finally decided to make a change of who I was in the past, not for the sake of Nicole or anybody I've played in the past, but for the sake of myself.

I realised being a player doesn't make you any cooler or have the qualification to elevate your pride, cause whether she's a sincere lady or some thirsty ass wench you never know when they gone feel for you. So it's better never to initiate a relationship if you just gone use them only for sexual relations, cause if that person agreed for a relationship because there interested in who you are, and very curious to wanna know you more, it's gonna be real traumatizing and heart aching for them once they discover they were taken for granted.

Never in my life been in these type of phase before, but just by observing they way Nicole is acting towards me it was very evident that she had dwelled in that phase I have produced to her and many other girls. They do not deserve these especially Nicole, cause all she did was like a nigga for who he was not for his reputation or fortune, and it's not accurate to anguish these kind of people, cause these kind of people are rare and are indeed needed to be appreciated.

So from now onwards I made a vow to myself to never take anyone for granted nor to ever play with someones emotions just because they never fulfilled my satisfaction, and I some how needed to prove myself that I can redeem myself and the only way possible was to befriend Nicole, which was the toughest mission to complete, because I swear never in my life met a person whose obstinate, and hold grudges like the way Nicole does.

I understand she's been through her heartbreak, and never want to see my face again, but these was way too much for me to handle. I know I fucked up, and don't deserve her company, but that shit happened a year ago, and I'm not allowing the past live by ass forever.

I don't know what the fuck happened to me back there at her dressing room, but I didn't intend to act these way, it was as if I had lost my conscious, and then instantly regained it back as soon as she flipped out. I tried to apologize but as always she tries to runaway, but I wasn't allowing her to escape this time.

Anyways as soon as she gave me her full attention I knew I had the perfect chance to say what my heart was urging me to say, so I said it and I prevailed.

"Why didn't you tell me the café is far, we could've used my car." I whined.

"Are you serious Drake we just walked pass by two buildings, plus we've already arrived." She chuckled.

"But still it would have been better if we used my car." I shrugged as we both sat on the outdoor chairs.

"You spoiled as hell man." She chuckled again.

My soul really felt good once I was assured that me and Nicole are finally gonna be in good circumstances, but I swear I'm never gonna forgive myself if my temptations get the best of me. What I pray to God the most is to never ever make me a failure when trying to pursue the positive things in life. In life fiascos are inevitable, but I never wish that to be the end of me.

"I guess that's one of the perks of being a child of a rich ass celebrity."

"How come you never told me you were Bobbi Kingston's son?"

"How come you never knew?"

"Maybe your thirsty ass never gave me-"

"Did you agree on giving me a chance to hold on to the past, and scoff me with it; I told you I want to change and that ain't gonna happen if you just gone keep on scowling my past actions." I cut her off, and concluded with a sigh.