Ivan's (pov)
Earlier Y/n was really upset and crying like crazy. Nobody really knew why not even me and im dating her.
I dont like seeing her cry or unhappy, because she deserves to be happy and whens she not i feel like its my fault even if it isnt. but luckily after awhile we got her to calm down. Y/n and i even went out for lunch it was nice. I have the most beautiful girlfriend in the world.
Its been awhile since me and y/n got back from lunch and it was getting pretty late and everyone slowly started heading off to bed, eventually me and y/n did to
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I woke up around 1:35 because i needed to use the restroom. once i was done in the washroom i was heading back heading back to my room when i heard faint crying. I followed the sound to Y/N's room. I opened the door and saw her sitting on the floor crying.
"what happened you said you were okay earlier" I asked concerned.
"I'm Fine" she said wiping away her tears.
"y/n dont lie. your not fi-" I said but before i could finish she intrupted me.
"don't, just don't try to say everything's fine, everything's not fine. Don't try to make things better it just makes it worse". She said balling her eyes out and beginning to breath irregularly.
"shh breath, dont have a attack" I said.
"Y/n i need you to follow my breaths, Breath in... Breath out" she followed what i told her.
"Babe please tell me why you've been so upset lately" I asked
"I'm just to busy, and stressed, i miss my family, i feel like i dont have time to be normal I feel like ive done nothing with my life" she replied
"I know its had been really busy lately, i'll try to talk to Jake about the meeting and other things he might be able to get you out of some, and you should maybe go back home soon for a bit, and you've done a lot with your life and this still more you can do" I replied.
"thanks, You always know how to cheer me up" she replied.
"You should get some rest" I replied about to leave.
"wait will stay till I fall asleep"
"sure" I replied.
