"I DON'T DO GOOD GIRLS" || CS

07

That Sprouse boy really got me. His words kept lingering in my mind  and as I entered my dorm, revealing a sleeping Freddie, I feel awful.

What kind of a friend am I? Or the better question is: what was that? Something I should feel guilty about? As a matter of fact, I didn't do or say anything that would've lured that reaction out.

I grab Freddie's phone from her nightstand and browse through her contacts. My heart stings when I see a contact called 'baby xo'. I purse my lips. I really have to see him and talk to him, I can't sleep otherwise.

I copy his number into my phone and send him a text. Since it is midnight all ready, I don't expect him to answer.

To: Cole

Cole, we need to talk. Meet me on the roof as soon as you get this.

Amy

I press send and make my way back upstairs. I don't think he will come tonight, but I don't really mind. I can't sleep, so why not enjoy the view?

I support myself, placing my elbows on the edge of the roof and leaning my head on it. A few minutes later, my day dreaming is interrupted by footsteps.

Or this is Cole, or some janitor who can't stand girls on his roof.

He walks towards the edge as well and mimics my behaviour right next to me.

"What do you want to talk about?" He asks me. I frown, isn't this clear?

"Don't play stupid, Cole. I want to talk about what happened in the elevator." I address the subject. He's still not facing me.

"What happened in the elevator was payback for the party." He responds bluntly.

"Right." I roll my eyes, not believing a word he says.

"Okay, fine. It wasn't. I just couldn't keep myself from doing that. It was stronger than myself." He bites his lip and my heart starts to thump really hard. Why does he have to be so darn hot but so full of different emotions? He's complicated, I can tell.

"It was... unexpected. And kind of wrong, since you are dating my best friend." I bring up.

"We didn't do anything, Amy. We didn't do anything wrong." Now he has the gut to face me. His face is contracted in doubt and confusion.

"Then please, just be honest and tell me how you feel!" I plead. I take one step closer and eye him cautiously. My heart beating as loud as ever.

"I don't know, Amy. I'm lost. All I know is that I have this urge to be close to you." He whispers as he takes a hand through his hair.

I bite my lip, my heart taking a leap, but unsure how to react.

"You do? Why?" I whisper back. He shrugs in response.

"Cole, nothing can happen." I inform him, reminding him of Freddie.

"I know." He says softly, as he takes a hand through my hair tenderly.

"I'm sorry Cole but we just can't do this to Freddie." I tell him, shrugging his hand off of me.

"Do what? Be a bad girl for once, be selfish!" He suggests.

"I'd not only be a bad girl, I'd be a bad friend!" I yell at him, losing my patience.

He grunts.

"I hate how honest you are sometimes." He groans. I roll my eyes.

"It's actually a good trait to be honest, Sprouse. You should maybe try the same with your girlfriend." I say.

"Ugh, you know what? Never mind I said anything. I have better things to do than this." He yells at me, suddenly angry.