Changing (Takasugi Shinsuke)

jealousy (3/5)

I lazily walk around the halls of the college building, my hands inside my pockets while my mind filled with thoughts of you. Going through crowds of people and finally taking a seat near the cafeteria that was near your major. Pulling out the cigarette pack I always have in my back pocket, I place the white nicotine stick in between my teeth and light it with the lighter in my other hand.

I look around the area and my eyes still couldn't find the figure of you, I lean my head back with a sigh and a cloud of smoke escapes. My fingertips tap against my thighs as I play a non-existing tune of my head out of boredom, closing my eyes, I ignore all sorts of voices surrounding me.

But the oh, so familiar feminine giggle I had heard so many times comes through my ears and my eyes snap open in surprise. I look ahead of me and I still couldn't see you, a furrow appears on my brow but then your voice comes from behind me alongside a male barely familiar one.

"Abuto-senpai, let me at least repay you for what you did for me!"

"I told you, call me "Abuto-san!""

You stood there, an older male beside you with a lazy grin on his features as he ruffled your hair. A smile on your features as you looked up at him with sparkling eyes, which made my heart skip in both shock and surprise. You were so close to him... what did that man even do for you, so that you would have to be begging in return to repay? I narrow my eyes at the scene and I watch as you step in front of him.

"T-Then! Abuto-san, let me get you a coffee or even something to eat for now..." You plead, the male looks up in thought and with a still lazy smile on his lips, he sighed and nodded his head. The look on your face had brightened as you watch him reach out for you once again, the look you gave him... was almost similar to ones I've had seen before. My fists clench, anger fills me. But I couldn't dare to cause a ruckus in the middle of the campus, with your upperclassmen no less and you would be involved.

But it was unforgiving...

I look to see that you were already walking away with him, you were laughing out of glee and I glare at the sight of you both that way. Didn't I say you were mine? Why are you going to him?

** ** ** **

I was sat by my window, the moon was already high up in the sky as I smoke one out of many cigarettes that night already, my phone had been vibrating non-stop for the past hour as I didn't even move an inch to answer it. Another distressed sigh escapes the millionth time that night as my thoughts keep going back onto the events that had happened the day before, yes, a day had already passed and I haven't even been seeing you since then.

As painful as it was, as annoying and enraging as it was, I wanted to see you. But would my pride let me? No, because I want you to come to me and beg me for forgiveness.

As time passes, this time, instead of the phone ringing, it was now the doorbell. A meaningless chuckle was emitted from me as I lean my head against the wall and bring my cigarette up to my lips, after many door rings, I now heard knocks and the sounds of my phone vibrating.

Oh how annoying, I can't even handle myself this way

I was now in front of my door, my face blank as I twist the doorknob. You stood there, your eyes brimmed with tears and emotions such as worry and relief swimming in them. Small breaths were coming out of your lips as you crouch down out of energy and wipe away your remaining tears of relief.

"Shinsuke, why didn't you answer your phone...?" I hear you whisper in a half broken sob, I only stare down at you, containing my emotions to make sure that I wouldn't say anything I don't mean to. You look up, and I notice how restless you looked, your hair a mess and your cheeks flushed. But due to me being selfish, I only glared down at you. "Do you even know how worried I was?"

Do you even know how I felt?

Without hesitating, I grab your wrist in a crushing grip and pull you inside my apartment. My door shutting closed loudly as I push you against the wall, my hair covered my eyes so that you wouldn't see the look into them. I could even feel through my tight grip how you shivered, in fear it seemed. Slowly, I stare up into your eyes to see the new tears forming on the edge of them, a cold smirk forms on my lips and my free hand reaches to your cheek and caresses it, they were warm compared to my cold touch.

"Did you have fun?" I ask, my voice tone low and almost demanding. You gave me a confused and questioning look while shaking your head, the glare I wore sharpens, my eyes darkening and my smirk drops. "Why are you lying to me?"

"I-I don't know what you're t-talking about." Your voice broke and you try to avert your eyes from me. I grab your face in between my hands and force you to stare at me as I continue to glare at you.

"Did you sleep with him as well?" I ask and your eyes widen, I feel you try to shake my grip off but I was much, much stronger than you.

"Who are you talking about?" You whimper out, my tongue clicks and my inner feelings were released as my grip was now deadly onto you.

I grip your hair and pull down on it, a shriek was about to come out of your lips but I cover them with my own, taking the advantage of your vulnerability, I push my tongue past your lips and entangle it with yours. A whine like moan was heard by me as your eyes were clenched shut. The dark, enraging thought of you being embraced by another man other than me made my mind blow away the remaining sanity and instead the only thought I had was to make sure you wouldn't forget about the current events as of now.

While our lips still onto each other, my hands go to the back of your thighs as you instinctively jump and your legs wrap around my waist, your hands go around my neck and I walk us to my room. I sit your body onto the bed and make sure you still had your arms around me as I stretch my hand out to my nightstand, I open my eyes slightly and pull away from you.

Your flushed face, eyes dazed and your breath taking expression. They all belong to me and nobody else. My eyes and hands roam around your body, up and down, as small whimpers and cries escape your swollen lips. I grab your arms gently and stretch them above your head as my fingers soon come to grip the edge of your shirt and strip you off the shirt that covered your body from my view. As soon as the clothing was thrown onto the floor, I caress your half naked body with both of my fingers and lips as you moan out my name.

While you're distracted by my actions, I gently tie your wrists together with a white cloth and tie it onto the bed, your eyes widen when your feel your hands being restricted from movement and you look up at them. I smirk when seeing the look in your eyes turn one of confusion yet telling that you wanted more.

With you unable to do anything asides from responding to my touches, my hands go down onto your dark jeans and pull them down in a swift motion that made a shriek go past your lips as I repeat my actions from before.

"Shinsuke!" You cry out when I press my hand onto the special spot in between your legs, feeling the moistness you were emitting made me smirk as a dangerous emotion filled me.

"I don't even care anymore if you did anything with that bastard or not." I whispered by your ear and a breathless moan go pasts your lips when I grind my hips forwards with yours. I brush aside the strands of hair that covered the sight of your gorgeous features and expression.

I lick your lips as I peck them gently and lightly before pulling away. "Because now, I'll make sure you are mine to an extent everybody will now." My whisper that was filled with dark emotions goes into your mind and a shiver was felt through your body as I make sure there was no more space in between us, an instinctive moan echoed through the room faintly as I take your head in my hands and lean over to kiss you once more, a seal to my next words.

"You'll be mine and I'll be completely yours, Ryuuko."

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