The Dream Would Never End ( Austin Mahone Nash Grier & JC Caylen)

Chapter 12

I relax myself looking at the mirror and try to forget what he said... did he mean me? No he couldn't say he's in love with me that bullshit I know it. It was probity some girl he meet, yea that's right it's some other girl. I putt my music on shuffle and Distance By Jack & Jack comes on. I get in the shower the nice hot water hits me. As the song starts to end I come out. I put a towel and another around my body. I check to see if the close is clear.... it is I walk towards my door. Austin comes out. I stand there like if I've seen a ghost

"Hey are you okay? You look like you saw a ghost or something?"

DA FUCK how did he know I was thinking that? did he know?

I snap myself back and say

"Yea I'm fine." I turn away and start walking he grabs my arm and pulls me close, no wait not even closer so that he's face is inches away from mine. He looks me dead in the eyes and tells me..

"No your not fine. Tell me wants wrong." I shake my head "Was it the kiss? If soo tell me. I need to know. Was it bad can I do anything about it? did you... not want that? Chelsea answer me please."

"Are we really talking about this? it's nothing, that kiss was just something that didn't have to happen. It was in the mood and we just did it. Why are you making such a big deal about it? did that mean something to you?" I look into his eyes they look watery.

"I think it did but.." I cut him off

"You think!?!?" I push away from him "since you 'think'... this conversation is over." I make it to my door slam it close. I feel like a bitch, why did I react to that.... Did that kiss me something to me?? nahhhh it couldn't.

I put my big sweater on with wrestle mania on it (yes I like wwe I'm a tom-boy) and basketball shorts (yes I play basketball and football don't judge me) I just sit there and pull out a book called "A Child Called It" I love this book.

"SMACK! Mother hits me in the face, and I topple to the floor. I know better than to stand there and take the hit. I learned the hard way that she takes that as an act of defiance, which means more hits or worst of all, no food. I regain my posture and dodge her looks, as she screams into my ears. I act timid nodding to her threats. "Please," I say to myself "just let me eat. Hit me again, but I have to have food." Another blow pushes my head against the tile counter top."

I start tearing up as I hare a knock at my door. I wanted to ask who is it but I know it's Austin and knowing that I scream "AUSTIN GO AWAY" he doesn't listen and walks into my room. He's hair is wet. it's soo hot.

"Chelsea we need to talk about what happen. Why did you flip out on me like that?"

"Austin not now, I can't talk to you, at lest not right now. Just forget it. What happened, happened and that's it, we both know it. Plus it meant nothing."

"No Chelsea I can't forget it. I'm sorry I kissed you. *sigh* What do you mean it meant nothing, you can't be serious, your telling me that you feel anything?"

"Austin I did-d-dn't feel anything." did I really just say that!! WTF IS WRONG WITH ME UGHH I JUST FUCKED UP

"Alright I'll just leave...." He gets up puts my phone on the bed, WAIT HOW HE GOT MY PHONE!!! and walks to the door. " Just to let you know I really thought you felt something just as I did." He whispers something I think he said "I love you" He walks out.

I start tearing up again and just stair ceiling thinking. Processing everything he just told me. "I love you" omg it's the first night I'm here and soo many shit happened. I look at the time it's 1:30am DA FUCK. I unlock my phone and see a text from JC 'Hey Chelsea I was thinking if you wanna go out tomorrow night. I was thinking cuz your new to this place.' He so sweet but I don't know if it's a good time.