Jinx's P.O.V ( 4 Months Later)
it's been weeks since me an jet spent time in what he calls his " Backyard". Which it's more like an understatement in comparison to most actual backyards Ive been in.
An everyday since we have spent together taking things VERY slowly, trying to get to know each other better.
Which i don't mind being that we have the rest of our existence to get use to what we don't like about one another. By the way is ALOT; Not that i really plan on taking forever.
But if it one thing that i've learn from having alot of older female siblings. Is that even when there is nothing to gain TAKE EVERYTHING!!
Not that i could really be that dense i just don't think becoming some handsome, smart, clever an.. did i mention HANDSOME mans broad mare an to think that, that was the least of my problems.
I had plans you know!
Anyho at least among all those other wonderful things he's is becoming ...understanding which definitely was one quality that i would love to see more of with him.
WHICH HE IS NOT!
He wont lets me continue attending school even at the local college in hopes of not making me more interested in my position in becoming his...wife
The thought of not be able to move forward with MY future is what making the transition so hard, now that i COMPLETELY have no choice in the matter.
what else can i do Ive pretty much exhausted all my way out of this..OR..have i?
Suddenly I start to feel this tearing sensation from the inside of me that was all to familiar since the bonding have begone.
Even the slightest defiance in the ritual pathetically immobilize me with pain, So much that even my wolf wasn't much for putting up a fight since she was anything but smitten with jet AND that wolf of his.
An as i found myself wanting more then what he had to offer which by the way was a golden ticket in comparison to most i need MY OWN an the best way to do that was to fight the bond
..Even when it kills me..
JET.P.O.V
I think I'm in love already.. but i cant be..can i?
I've been fighting to urge to mount her since the day in the yard when i got to finally see her with my mark scripted into her fur. It was magically the way it place all over her GOD!!
This women.. my wife.. WHAT HAS SHE DONE TO ME.
All i can think about is starting OUR future after the wedding. I took the liberty of hiring a wedding planner in helps of giving us more time to get over our initially meetings
Which seems to have calm her though i still feel, well hear in her thoughts. Though she try's to block me from them i still can sense the unnerving emotions that seep out when she over thinking. I mean no harm but being what i am_ I HAVE TO KNOW
What she thinking.. hows she feeling.. How to make things right.
I cant spend OUR FUTURE fighting to keep her happy while mending our union, I HAVE A PACK TO RUN!
Not that i can put one in before the other; Yet i haven't been put in a challenge such as this. I'm definitely working with all i have to give to make this work honestly
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Sorry for this being short i just started work an i kinda lost my footing in the story but dont worry
the next wont be so bland PROMISE!
