In Hiding From Them

Here we go again

Ellas POV

"hey babe?"

"ya?"

"promise you wont leave me?"

"why would you even think that?"

"cause YOUR ex boyfriend is going to be in the dame bus, room, and always around you"

"i love you, and that will never change. and i do promise."

After that conversation with Jack he seems really worried. But he needs to know i love him and would never ever do that to him.

*flashback to two days ago*

"Ella? why would you go back to the life you ran away from?" Kiley asked as she gave me a hurt and worried look.

"Kiley, they are my family, ive hurt them so much and i do really miss them and i need to be with them." i say confidently.

"There was a reason you ran away. " Kiley says.

"no, it will be different." i say, but not so confident this time. This time its more fear and nervousness.

*End of flashback*

Thats the thing. will it be the same as before. i mean, what will the press, the media, the fans, the management, the world have to say when they find out Niall Horans baby sister who went missing for two years and nearly broke him, returned? Im scared, i really and truly am, but im stronger now. i can handle the things i couldnt two years ago. Right?

Im quickly snapped out of my thoughts as Jack loosely grabs my hand and leads me to the plane. I stop suddenly leading Jack to almost get whiplash from me pulling back so suddenly.

"Am i ready for this?" i ask and look up at Jack he gives me a reassuring smile and says "Your ready." he says encouragingly.

thats all i needed. it doesn't matter if uts all the same, if everything is the exact same, as long as i have Jack by my side, i know that all i need.

The boys had to go back as soon as they could so they sent a private plane for us. Honestly, it doesnt matter if i have a private plane or not, i would be just as happy sitting all crammed up between the window and Jack. But whatever.

We set our bags down and colapse on the couch.

"damn...we better get some sleep uts gonna be a long day, especially if the boys are meeting us at the airport." i say as im about to close my eyes.

"ive been meaning to ask you? whats gonna happen when we get there? with the media and us?"

i sit up.

"Jack. It will be tough, and its gonna suck. As soon as we step out of this jet our lives are going to change, we will be watched constantly by the public, every step every movement we made they will see, you will have reporters and cameras shoved in your face with blinding lights and questions thrown at you that make you want to punch them in the face, the management will want you to do things, they will ways be on our back. And you will get hate, loads of it, the boys fans are great but terrifying as well, it will hurt at first, but just know that you have everyone here to back you up. But if your not ready, thats okay. i promise." i say with the cold hard truth, he looks up at me with horror in his eyes and face.

"no, lets do this." he says as he grabs my hand and we lie down beside each other and fall asleep. I really do hope he is ready to do this....

*7 hours later*

*THUMP THUMP!*

i jolt awake and Jack falls off the couch we were just sleeping on. The plane landed.

"Jack?" he looks up

"this is it. Here we go."

i say as i grab his hand and give it a reassuring squeeze.

We walk out of the plane and are bombarded with questions like "ELLA!!! Is it true you hate your brother!?!?!!!!" and "WHY DID YOU LEAVE!!!???" or  "ARE YOU AND LOUIS STIL TOGETHER!!!??" like seriously can you not see im with another guy and we are holding hands!? fuck. Here we go again.

Jack and i just power through the papparrazi, but now its the fans, and sometimes they are the most vicious.

"YOU BITCH!!" "YOU HURT NIALL!!" "GO DIEEEEE!"  "YOU DONT DESERVE TO BE NIALLS SISTER!!!" "YOU NEVER SHOULD HAVE COME BACK!!" "GET THE FUCK OUT!!" "UGLY BITCH!!"  "LOOK SHES CHEATING ON LOUIS!!"

"WHO ARE YOU!!???"

"HEY YOUR CUTE!!"

"IM BETTER THAN THAT SKANK WILL EVER BE!!!!"

they would not stop firing questions at Jack once they realized he was with me.

" SHES PERFECT!!" yelled jack into the crowed with a frightened look in his eyes.

"WHO ARE YOU!!??"

"Jack Doglas! Ellas boyfriend!!" he says. oh shit. he just dropped the bomb.

The one thing you dont do when you first are out in public is drop the bf bomb. fuck!!

"SKANK!!" "WHORE!" "What happened to louis you bitch!!!!???" "why is someone like Ella with Jack!?!!" i will admit, it was hard hearing it again. we push through the whole crowd of about a thousand with the help of some security.

The boys were waiting in the car.

"Ella!?!! are you okay!!???" asked Jack over all the screamed and death threats.

i give a slight nod and keep my head down.

he pulls me closer to him and i bury my head in his chest as i silently cry and he shields my face from the flashes as he helps me into the car.

My normal life is over. Here we go again.

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-Gabby xx