In Hiding From Them

Just Peachy

Ellas POV

I didnt realize i was crying until Jacks hand came to my cheek to wipe them away.

my eyes flash to him and hes taking all this way better than me.

"shhh its okay...their just jealous of you and all your success. dont be sad, your stronger and better than them babe...." Jack says trying to comfort me

"Ella?" i hear a Irish accent call from the back of the car.

oh i didnt realize they were there...well this just got awkward....

"Im so sorry your going to have to go through this again.." he says, he seems really sad and really sorry.

"hey..iys okay its not your fault..promise" i say and put a smile on my face. A little part of the smile was fake and i think he knew that to.

"Hey Ella..." says that Doncaster sccent ive been trying so hard to forget for the past two years. my eyes go dark and i turn around to see the one and only Louis fucking Tomlinson!

i look over at him. I show no emotion just a blank face.

i will not give him the satisfaction of showing any emotion towards the one boy who broke my heart and tore me apart.

Him on the other hand emotions are pouring out of him, i look deep into his blue eyes and see hurt, loneliness, regret and guilt.

And for a second i actually feel bad for him.

"What." i say the venom seething from my voice.

He looks taken back by the harshness he hears in my voice. 

"im so-"

"Dont. You think after two years i come back and the moment i see you i just give in. You of Tomorrow people Louis Tomlinson have no right to talk, look, or above all give me pity or sympathy....if anyone should be giving anyone sympathy, i should be feeling sorry for you, for what a poor excuse for a man you have become. I hope your mother is proud of you." i say with as much anger and pain as i can into those cruel words i spoke to him. He looks on the urge of tears.

"i-im..." he starts but doesnt finish.

i turn my head to talk to the other boys and notice all their gaping mouths and eyes that look like they popped out of their sockets.

"so whats new in the life of One Direction?" i say trying desperately to change the subject. They take the hint and snap out of it. 

"umm...not much really-" Zayn starts but i cut him off abruptly.

"OMG!! Liam! how are you and Dani doing? whats happened?" i ask intrigued, hoping to hear good new but that dream is washed down the drain when i see the colour drain from his face and his warm smile is replaced with a sad smile.

"Uhm. About two months after you left, we broke up for good. i havent seen or heard from her since then. But we've both moved on. Im with Sophia Smith. We grew up together." he says with no emotion.

oh no...him and Dani were perfect for each other...this Sophia girl seems nice enough but no one can replace Pazer, they were perfect, they were like the titanic, the ship that everyone thought wouldn't sink.

But i would love to meet Sophia. Get some girl time with her maybe.

"Im so sorry to hear about you and Dani, but im glad you've found Sophia. Could i meet her sometime?" i ask.

he give a warm smile and says "sure, im sure you two would get on well." he says with a hint of sadness. huh, wonder why.

"And You...Niall...any special girl in your life that i have yet to meet?" i ask. Now this is totally different, he is my brother and even though Niall is older, i am still protective over him so if he does have a girlfriend i would like t meet her. He chuckles and says

"well...in fact there is someone i have my eyes on, really nothing serious but yeah.." he says keeping me in suspense.

"WELL!!? Who is she!?!!" i say

"Kayla Detoreal" He says.

i feel the colour in my face drain and my body freeze up. Kayla Detoreal.

No. this cant be happening.

She was the ring leader of the group that made my life a living hell.

"What?" i say hoping i just heard him wrong.

"Kayla Detoreal." he says once again.

I close my eyes and take a deep breath.

"And how did you meet her?"

i ask.

"At a concert, i saw her in the crown and brought her backstage."

this is making me sick.

How has my brother fallen for a stereotypical bitch who sleeps around with all the guys in the whole damn school?

Out of all the fucking girls on the planet he choses her!!!!

"Is everything okay?" asks a worried looking Zayn.

"oh yeah! just peachy! when can i meet her!" i say in a bitter sweet voice and a visibly fake smile, the boys all catch on and raise and eyebrow but decide to drop it.

"Ummm....Tomorrow Good?" he asks totally oblivious to the fact that something is wrong. i smile, fake obviously.

Jack and i just sit in silence the rest of the way home, and as Jack is on his phone or joking around with Zayn and Harry, all im thinking is "Out of all people my brother fell for the girl who made me want to kill my self 3 years ago" .

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Well shit just got real bro! 

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-Gabby xx