woman//c.t.h

from the dining table

"i'm sorry the number you are

trying to reach is

unavailable at this time

please try again later or 

leave a message at the tone"

"hey, it's calum again

i miss you

you still in california?

or did you move back to new york?

did you move back to carolina?

or possibly you're back in sydney?

i hope you moved back to sydney like i did

i woke up alone in this hotel room

i fell back asleep and was drunk by noon

we haven't spoke since you went away

why wont you ever be the first one to break?

even my phone

misses your calls

by the way

i saw your friend from work

he was here on a holiday

he said you feel just fine

i saw that you gave him my old t-shirt

i was tempted to ask for it back

maybe one day you'll call me and tell me that

you're sorry too

i mean you were the one who cheated

and left

how is abby? please tell me

she remembers me

why wont you let me visit her?

i woke up the girl who looked just like you

i almost said your name

i've never felt less cool

i've never felt more miserable

more angry

more shitty

i miss you

i miss abby

i miss you both

are you still with dan?

does he know how much of a homewrecker

he is?

i got a new dealer

she sells liquid morphine

like what you used to do

this time i actually use it

with you i never used it

i just wanted to see you

well

tell abby i love her

bye then"