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childhood friend

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Y/n POV

My parents never real paied attention to me. My father was a business man and an alcoholic. Some nights when he come home drunk I'll see he has lipstick marks on his neck and on his shirt. When I question him he'll get really angry and threatened me to keep my dirty little mouth shut or he'll shut it for me. My mom didn't really care she only wanted his money maybe that's why my dad was always drinking. My mom only cares about my older sister who is the star in the family she got good grades, in a swim team, track team, softball team and a volleyball team. My dad said she be the one everyone talks about the one that's gonna go to college and become successful and possible be famous. I on the other hand would be the unsuccessful one and to fail. Which I believe. Until one day I was visit by this clown who said he's been watching me and that he'll be here for me. Everyday he came he'll sometimes bring me gifts like toys or red balloons. He always try to cheer me up but eveytime I smile or laugh I'll hear voices of my parents in my head to bring me down. One night things got rough for me its when I was 10 where my father came home drunk and in a bad mood its when he found out all the stuff I been given he think I was stealing from a store or other people and to top it of my mother had stolen a bunch of cash from him and spent it all on clothes, shoes and drugs. I remember that night when I need him but never came.

Flashback to a 10 years ago

I was in my room cleaning well the whole house. When I heard the door slam shut I jump and just thought that my dad was just drunk but I heard his roaring footsteps coming up the steps and barge into my room grabing me by the arms squeezing and roughly shake me telling me I'm a disgrace and I'm not good enough. I was sobing for hours my cheek sting from his slap and my bottom lip busted from his fist I wanted everything to change I called his name asking him to come but he never did and everyday after that. After some years I moved out trying finding a job that pays well but none luck. I was in my apartment one day watching tv when I hear a voice shouting and someone crying it was my neighbor I start to shake as it reminds me of my father yelling at me. I covered my ears until it stop I go to bed hoping I don't have another nightmare.
"You're a disgrace no one will ever love you" my dad shout
"I can't believe I had you you're sister is the more greater one you're jus her shadow that everyone steps on" now my mother
Stop please get out of my head no I yelled with my eyes still close. I jump out of my sleep when my father slap my I cried having my knees to my chest and covering my ears. "Just leave me alone"
"Never we'll never leave you alone " I opened my eye to my father.
"We are always gonna be here to tell you how worthless you are" I shook my head hitting my head with my hand.
"JUST LEAVE ME ALONE STOP PLEASE " I hear pounding at my door
"GET OUT OF MY HEAD" I got up and went to the door opening it to see my other neighbor.
"Miss are you OK you seem shoken up"
"I need help"
"I'll call the police" I stop her
"No I need help to get these voices out of my head they won't leave me alone please help me" she stared at me like I was crazy then she said she'll take my to an asylum. The place was called eichen house also know as echo house. The doctors ask me questions I answer them honestly next I'm in white scrubs of some sort.