Where have you been?

HOW DARE YOU!!

"I am irritated, furiated!! How dare she think that she can ship me off to god knows where and get away with it!!" Lilian screams in the phone

"Look you need to calm the heck down!" Elizabeth says in the calmest way she can without triggering Lilian once again.

"CALM DOWN!! WHAT DO YOU MEAN CALM DOWN!! I AM GOING TO BOARDING SCHOOL!! JACK IS GOING TO FREAKING BREAK UP WITH ME WHEN HE FINDS OUT THAT THIS IS HAPPENING!"

"Do you really think your mom would send you off without telling you? Maybe she is going to tell you when she comes home from work." Elizabeth is cool as a cucumber. Giving up calming down Lilian. Trying to figure out how to deal with this situation is like dealing with a baby who wants a cookie.

Lilian wales in the phone, crying as if she is going to die. In her world, she is, in some way. Lilian is the most popular girl in the school, with almost everybody as her friend. The teachers love her, the student body loves her even the principal loves her. If she does something wrong- which is unlikely- she gets off on a warning. I wouldn't even say a warning maybe a little snap or lecture but not much of anything really. That's because everyone thinks she is uncappable of being a bad girl. Which is true In some ways but false in others. And by telling everyone and by everyone knowing that her super clean and amazing mother is sending her off to boarding school is not only going to ruin her reputation, it's going to destroy her oh-so fabulous relationship with the most popular, hottest guy in all of high school history.

"I can't move!! Elizbeth do you think your mom is going to let me live with you??" Lilian tries to speak but her tears are getting in the way of her speech. "We can be just like sisters."

"I would love that but I don't think that my mother Is going to let me." Elizabeth says heightening mother. Elizabeth's mom is not only a clean freak she is also the most strictest mother in the world. "I'm sorry bobo."

Lilian mother knocks on her door, trying hard to be nice after hearing Lilian's conversation with Elizabeth. "Sweetie can I please talk to you?" Lilian's mother asks in the sweetest way that she possibly can. Lilian's mother believes that you should always view a child's view point of the world instead of screaming at them to do something or forcing them to move from your view point. Lilian's mom swiftly opens the door walking in, staring at Lilian with so much confusion and sympathy. But mostly confusion, trying to understand why she is crying like her phone has gotten taken away. Lilian's Mom moves over to her bed and sits down shuffling her butt to get comfortable, estimating in her head how long this conversation is going to take.

Lilian tells Elizabeth bye and puts her phone face down on the bed, staring dead eye at her mother like she is crazy, also trying to figure why her mother wants to ruin her entire life. Not only ruining it, but also making her and her boyfriend break up. Before she even allows her mother to speak, Lilian screams to the top of her lungs, grabbing the first pillow that comes in arms reach. "Why, Why, Why!!!" Lilian screams frantically into the pillow, making her throat sore. Continuing to scream she rocks back in forth in a cradle position, eventually stopping to let her mom talk.

"Look I don't know, why you are so angry and depressed right now. But I do have a feeling that its about what you heard over the phone this morning." Lilian's mom says in a much more stern way then before. Surprising Lilian. This must be serious. Lilian puts the pillow back where it was, pulling her body up and wiping her tears away. Thank god, she didn't wear any makeup. She apologizes to her mom for her behavior and allows her mom to explain what is actually going on, also apologizing for the misunderstood information that she heard on the phone this morning.

"First I would like to clarify with you, that you are not going to boarding school honey. I would never let you go to boarding school, even if you begged me to." Lilian's mom says stroking the side of Lilian's face brushing her long curly hair behind her ear. "I was talking to your dad on the phone. We think that maybe you should move out there with him." Lilian's mother most be going crazy. You wold allow your daughter to move across the world to move with a man that hasn't even called once, let alone helped when both of you guys were almost poor? Homeless? What? Lilian must be thinking the same thing because the next thing you know Lilian is screaming at her mom once again like she has lost her mind. Lilian gets up from her position goes over to her bathroom and grabs and thermometer running towards her mom, telling her to open her mouth. Lilian's Mom laughs like her daughter is crazy, which she isn't, it's her mom that is crazy. Her laugh fades away opening her mouth.

"Thank you, mother." Lilian has never ever ever ever ever called her mom mother. It is extremely rare for her to call her mother that. Lilian presses the thermometer button turning it on then putting it underneath her mom's tongue.

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Lilian takes the thermometer out of her mothers mouth looking at it. No it must be wrong. Right?? Lilian closes her eyes shaking her head then rubbing just to make sure that she isn't crazy. 

"Lilian Im not crazy."

"Obviously Mother. You're not crazy. I mean its not crazy to ship me off to some man that hasn't even called me once. Mom. Are you out of your mind? This man-"

"This man is your father sweetie."

"I could care less!!" Lilian raises her voice ignoring the pain the is pinning in her throat. "He hasn't called me, hasn't sent me anything, nothing! Why would you even think about sending me to him. Why. I mean fuck it! Just send me to boarding school!" Lilian was on a rampage now, she throws her hand in complete aspiration looking at her mom like she has taken everything away from her. "God I hate you!!" Lilian dosent even let her mom talk, she dosent care about anything anymore, she has finally exploded inside and out. Lilian grabs her phone along with her backpack, runs out her bedroom into the living room slamming the door shaking everything inside the house. Making not only the house rattle, but making the dogs bark and the birds sqwak. 

Lilian;s mother stares out the window following the track of her daughter vanish into the night. What did she do wrong?? She gave her everything that a girl would want even allowing her to get a boyfriend, allowing her to go to parties knowing the there is danger there. Why cant she understand why she wants to send her daughter off to a godly place that is completely foreign to Lilian. Her mother will never understand how big of an impact this is for her, but Lilian will never understand what her mother must be feeling like sending her daughter off to a alien. Lilian puts on her beats headphones blasting daddy Yankee making her surrounding fade away so it is only her and her music. Because at the end of the her music is the only thing that she has.

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"Lilian what the hell are you doing here??" Lilian's only place to go, to wash away her pain to burn the agony that drapes her life every living moment of every living day. You remember how i said that Lilian is a not all hearts and sunshine?? Yeah, well this is one of them. "Can I come in??" Lilian says in the most naughtiest way one can say. Jack smiles he devilish smile, opening the door wider showing off his luxury living room. Candles the burn ever so romantically in the kitchen. Lilian walks into the house closing the door right behind her. As Jack begins to wrap his luscious fingers around her petite waist, Lilian puts up her index finger wiggling it around then pushing Jack backwards towards his room. Jack aches to get his fingers around Lilian's butt but refranes from doing so making sure not to ruin anything.

Once in Jack's room, Lilian closes the door turns off the light and whispers in Jacks ear "I need you inside me. please."