I do not know what this is
Perhaps it is love,
Perhaps it isn't.
All I know is that
I don't want anything to happen to him
I don't want him to be hurt
I cannot help but smile when he does
I feel as though my ears are tuned for his voice, his laugh.
I miss him when he isn't here,
And I cannot help but look at him when he is near.
I cannot imagine my world without him.
I cannot feel this way about anyone else,
Even you
I feel pathetic,
As I have given complete emotional control to him.
So please tell me,
Is this love?
Does it even matter?
