I loved your blue eyes that reminded me of the ocean
I loved the way you made me laugh like no one else could
I loved how no matter where I was
I could think that you were somewhere else missing me
I loved how I used to call your arms home
They made me feel safe
I loved how you had my heart
I loved the feeling of being in love and feeling love back
Now
I'm hate how your blue eyes remind me of the ocean
I don't dare to go there anymore
I don't want to remember you
I hate how you made me laugh because now no one else can make me laugh as you once did
I hate the fact that I'm sitting here
Missing you when you're missing someone else
I hate how you have my heart
No matter how hard I try to give it to someone else it always reminds me that it's yours
But most of all
I hate how I still love you
And how you don't even remember
half of the things that I won't forget
