Vampire love ( #MissionDesi )

Chapter 15

Kriti pov

The kiss was rough and passionate.
Full of lust and angst.

His lips crushed against mine.
Moving against mine violently, but that somehow made the kiss better.

I didn't fight him. I mean, only one stupid girl would.
I had dreamed of kissing Varun since I was 13. And now, few years later, my wish had finally come true.

Varun wrapped his arms around my waist.
I couldn't help but wrap by arms around his neck, and intertwined my fingers into his soft hair.

Varun moaned and kissed me even harder.
His tongue traced the outline of my lips, and I felt a shudder go down my spine.

I was very very confused, but I just kept kissing him.
I was enjoying it too much to care what brought it on.

Then he suddenly pulled away.
He broke our embrace and backed away from me.

His eyes were wide, shocked and disbelieveing.
Almost in denial.

He shook his head back and forth slowly.
"No, no, no" he murmered.

I didn't say anything.
I just looked at him.

"I, I didn't mean to. . ." he trailed off.
I could tell he wanted to run away, to avoid this conversation. But we were trapped in this room together, until further notice.

Their was no escaping.
"I- I-I'm sorry" he stuttered, seeming embarrassd and confused "I don't-I don't know what came over me. I didn't mean to. . ."
I could tell that was true, that he hadn't planned on doing that.

But I could also tell that he liked it. It took a lot to embarrass Varun, or even make him uncomfortable. So, the fact that he was all flustered now, meant something was up.

"Are you okay" he asked me hesitatly "I mean, did I hurt you?"
"No" I whispered.

"Are you mad at me?" he asked "I mean, I know you couldn't stop me. . . Since I'm so much stronger then you. I couldn't tell if you-if you wanted me to stop. . ."
"I'm not mad" I said, then I followed my gut and summoned all my courage for my next words "And I didn't want you to stop"

Varun seemed stunned.
He didn't say anything for a minute.

Then he finally said "You. . . didn't want me to stop?" he asked seeming confused, like something about what I said was unclear.
"No, I wanted that kiss to last forever" I told him, and then I said the three words I had imagined saying to him a million times

"I love you."

If he looked suprised before he looked absouloutly paralyzed.
Like he couldn't even comprehend what I just said.

He didn't speak for a long time.
"You. . . love me?" he managed.

"Yes" I whispered.
"But you can't love me" he said, as if this was obvious.

"Why not" I demanded.
"Because well. . . I'm a vampire!" he ranted, almost nervous babbling "And I, literaly, NEED a new girlfreind every two months. And your a human! And because- because . . . Because. . ."

He seemed to be struggling to say the last one.
I was getting really impatient.

"And because what Varun" I demanded.
"Because I'm in love with you too!" he shouted.

"Oh. My. God." I thought "Am I in some kind of dream If so, don't wake me up."

"What?" I managed.
"Don't make me say it again" he moaned.

"You love me?" I asked, I asumed I must of heard wrong or was dreaming.
He sighed, seeming fustrated "Yes"

"Why didn't you ever tell me" I shouted randomly, I was pissed because if he had told me he loved me before I wouldn't have had to feeling such an empty driving pain.
He reacted by becoming angry as well "I don't know! Maybe, because I was scared and confused! Did you ever think about that!?"