Love Notes.

i saw you today

Okay so this is important. And my heart still hasn't slowed.

It's June 14th, 2017. Roughly 6:30 in the afternoon.

I wrote that down just in case I don't get to see you until August.

Truthfully I'm so entranced I don't even care how my food tastes.
Why? Well because I got to see you today. It was only a few minutes, but it felt like hours. We sat together and we shared a pack of sour patch kids. I think that's my new favorite candy.

I felt, and still feel so anxious. I could get in so much trouble but believe me, it was way more than worth it. I would do it again. I would do it a million times if it means I get to see that smile on your face.

You know, the one I love so much. That smile that lights up your face and makes you squint your eyes.

I just got a message from you, you said you want to read this someday.. Well, someday you will. I promise.

I missed hugging you. I missed how it felt to have your arms around me. I feel so safe sitting with your arms around me.

And I definitely missed kissing you. I missed the feeling of a puzzle being completed when your lips touch mine. I wanted to pull you in for more kisses. I wanted to beg you to stay. To run away with me. Anything if it meant being with you. But we both had to go.

I ran inside and threw myself on the couch, I had this shit-eating grin on my face and it wouldn't go away no matter how hard I tried to hide it. I'm still smiling.