Being Me

Chapter 4

I got to school and went through my morning classes with no trouble. Thank God!! Lunch came around. I still haven't made any friends yet. Don't get me wrong i have tried to make friends, but no one wants to be. Everyone seems to have their on little clique's that they hang out with. I really long to have a friend to talk to. I missed my friends at my old school. NO ONE knew of my situation NO ONE. I am too afraid to tell anyone because if it gets to my step dad i am very afraid of what will happen too me. I don't really change myself because of my parents I would be this way all the time. I am ME always will be. I don't believe in being "fake" or putting up a " front". Its not me. I am who I am. That's what other people see me as too. I was brought back to reality when someone said can I sit with you. This surprised me. I quickly agreed. She had dark brown hair with bright blue eyes. She was really pretty and I didn't understand why she wanted to sit with me. But I wasn't about to refuse someone who may become my friend. We made common conversation. I had learned that her name was Nicole, and that she lived only a few houses away from me. I have noticed her before in some of my other classes.The last hour of the day came which for me was PE. I hated PE i wasn't a good runner and I wasn't athletic. Don't get me wrong I love to play sports but that was for fun not for competition. Nicole was in my PE class too. Since today was a choice of walking or weight lifting, i decided to walk along with most of the other girls. Nicole walked with me and we talked some more about our days and where I had went to school and my dream of future plans that I knew I would never accomplish. After school I went home and changed for work, and I left a note on the table for my parents so they would know where I am at. I definitely did not want a repeat of yesterday. I went to work. A few hours into work the door flies open and walks in is my parents. My face pales.