Till I Find you

I could be better than him.

I've been in the hospital for about 8 days, Austin has came to see me, or at least tried every single day. I really had no interest in seeing him. I missed him of course, but I think back to the fight with Sean and I just don't feel safe around him.

"Are you ready?" Melissa asked, she managed to put my Starbucks coffee in the table and hold her own things.

"Yeah." I zipped up my bag and followed her out to the lobby.

All my family sat there waiting for me, Austin too.

He started to walk towards me but mom mom cut his tracks.

"Honey how are you!?"

"I'm fine mom." I assured her, the last thing I needed right now was more attention.

I looked down embarrassed I hated attention. This is why being famous a struggle for me.

"Alright I think Faith is ready to go!" John guessed.

I gave him a slight 'Thank you" look.

I bent down to pick up but someone had beat me to it. All I could see was a red pair of Jordan's.

"I called you for more than a week why didn't you answer?" Austin remarked, trying to make me feel bad for what he caused himself.

God pushy much?

"I didn't get any." I awkwardly lied and tried my best to look away.

""I can tell when you lie." he stepped closer, "I know you ignored my calls Faith. And you rejected all the flowers I sent you."

Why was he doing this to me.

"Maybe I want nothing to do with you maybe I don't feel safe around you!" I hissed, I was tired of his questionnaire.

"Oh so you feel safer with that Sean guy?!" he shook his head, his fist were balled up.

"Are you kidding me you're actually asking me that!?" I stepped closer to him.

"Maybe I do feel safer around him Austin, he wanted to stop the fight! But you," I slammed my finger into his hard chest, "You pushed him back down and kept punching him! So don't you come here asking me for an explanation." I pushed him away, and walked away.

"Faith stop," he cut my tracks,"I know how you work, you try to please everyone and forget about yourself." he explained like he knew me better than I knew myself, which honestly kind of pissed me off.

"I'm probably trying to please everyone so those people don't end up hurt, because Austin I wish I was like you but I'm not! I can't go around hurting people like you!" I could feel a tear racing down my cheek.

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I'm probably trying to please everyone so those people don't end up hurt, because Austin I wish I was like you but I'm not! I can't go around hurting people like you!" She cried at me.

Blood ran down my veins and my heart was beating.

"I don't try to hurt people- who have I hurt Faith!?" I yelled, making her step back.

She choked on her tears, making me feel like a complete and utter idiot, "Me."

With that she turned around to leave, but she spun back to face me, "And good luck with Olivia, I'm tired of you hurting me Austin. And I've hurt you, I'm not going to hurt Olivia, and I know you aren't either."