I Tried

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June 15, 2017, 1:50pm

I tried
Time and time again
I tried to write something happy
I swear that I tried

It's hard
In a world where so many bad things happen
In a world where I'm dealing with depression

It's hard to be happy when I know everything will go downhill

For a while it can last,
The happiness
But in the back of my mind
When I sit down to write
I always know
It won't be this way forever

Soon I'll be sad
Happens over and over again

Happy
Sad
Happy
Sad

Sad

Sad

I'll always end up being sad

No matter how hard I try
The happiness ends
And in the end I'm sad

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